1 00:00:01,793 --> 00:00:02,878 Hey. 2 00:00:05,631 --> 00:00:07,257 You want me to sit here? 3 00:00:12,554 --> 00:00:14,181 Can I smoke? 4 00:00:16,140 --> 00:00:17,434 Hang on. 5 00:00:28,695 --> 00:00:30,781 Where do you want me to start? 6 00:01:44,605 --> 00:01:46,190 I'm 23 years old, 7 00:01:46,273 --> 00:01:50,569 and I still don't understand what it is that people do. 8 00:01:56,742 --> 00:01:59,161 It's as if all of this were built on nothing and... 9 00:02:00,829 --> 00:02:02,831 nothing were holding all this together. 10 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:18,222 I grew up around here. 11 00:02:19,640 --> 00:02:23,060 Apartments are nice. Some of them have balconies. 12 00:02:25,604 --> 00:02:26,897 And the trees are nice. 13 00:02:27,814 --> 00:02:30,234 I don't understand them either, but I like 'em. 14 00:02:33,820 --> 00:02:35,531 I think I'd like 'em all. 15 00:02:36,949 --> 00:02:39,743 It'd have to be a pretty fucked-up tree for me not to like it. 16 00:02:45,916 --> 00:02:48,335 Sometimes I wonder if life was wasted on me. 17 00:02:49,461 --> 00:02:52,047 It's not that I'm dumb to the beauty of things. 18 00:02:52,130 --> 00:02:54,049 I take all the beautiful things to heart, 19 00:02:54,132 --> 00:02:57,761 and then they fuck my heart till I about die from it. 20 00:03:01,515 --> 00:03:04,226 It's just something in me has always drawn me away... 21 00:03:06,395 --> 00:03:08,438 until there's nothing holding me together. 22 00:03:13,068 --> 00:03:14,611 You know where you're going, right? 23 00:03:15,821 --> 00:03:18,240 Make the first left three times. You can't go wrong. 24 00:03:19,408 --> 00:03:22,369 I'll meet you in the parking lot. Two or three minutes, give or take. 25 00:03:31,837 --> 00:03:33,338 I'm in a baseball hat. 26 00:03:34,047 --> 00:03:37,217 Red scarf, white button-down shirt, blue hoodie. 27 00:03:37,301 --> 00:03:39,970 Some jeans, old sneakers. Nothing out of the ordinary. 28 00:03:41,388 --> 00:03:43,849 The scarf is to cover the lower half of my face. 29 00:03:43,932 --> 00:03:45,601 Although it's a little late for it to do any good. 30 00:03:45,684 --> 00:03:47,311 I've been at this a while now. 31 00:03:50,731 --> 00:03:52,733 And it's no secret what my face looks like. 32 00:03:54,484 --> 00:03:57,404 All right, no alarms! I'm a wanted man! They'll kill me! 33 00:03:57,487 --> 00:03:59,239 My God. What is happening? 34 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:04,119 I got a lot of sadness in the face to make up for, 35 00:04:04,203 --> 00:04:07,664 so I gotta act like I'm crazy, or people will think I'm a pussy. 36 00:04:08,498 --> 00:04:09,499 Hey! 37 00:04:09,583 --> 00:04:12,461 Get on the ground! Get on the fucking ground now! 38 00:04:12,544 --> 00:04:15,297 The one thing about robbing banks is you're mostly robbing women, 39 00:04:15,380 --> 00:04:17,548 so the last thing you wanna be is rude. 40 00:04:17,632 --> 00:04:19,343 Ma'am, it's nothing personal. 41 00:04:19,426 --> 00:04:21,386 -That's okay. -What's your name? 42 00:04:21,470 --> 00:04:23,680 -Vanessa. -Hey, Vanessa. It's nice to meet you. 43 00:04:24,723 --> 00:04:25,766 What's your name? 44 00:04:26,433 --> 00:04:28,852 You're funny, Vanessa. Now, open your fucking drawer. 45 00:04:35,484 --> 00:04:39,238 As I stood there holding a gun, taking her in... 46 00:04:39,321 --> 00:04:41,865 something overtook me. 47 00:04:42,616 --> 00:04:44,117 Like a kind of sadness. 48 00:04:44,201 --> 00:04:49,039 It's... as if I'd always known that this was how things were supposed to end. 49 00:04:50,499 --> 00:04:54,294 But I wasn't made to realize it until that exact... 50 00:04:55,170 --> 00:04:56,171 moment. 51 00:05:31,498 --> 00:05:34,877 The first time I saw Emily, I was attending one of the local universities. 52 00:05:35,627 --> 00:05:37,963 The one with the Jesuits. It was a decent school. 53 00:05:40,841 --> 00:05:42,676 And I don't wanna tell lies, 54 00:05:42,759 --> 00:05:46,388 but I thought, "Man, I'd really like to fuck this girl." 55 00:05:57,691 --> 00:05:59,776 Called your name, like, ten times. 56 00:06:00,569 --> 00:06:02,905 Sorry. My music was loud. 57 00:06:02,988 --> 00:06:04,990 -Hey. -I like your sweater. 58 00:06:05,073 --> 00:06:06,950 Thank you. I got it on Coventry. 59 00:06:07,034 --> 00:06:09,036 It's an old, sad bastard sweater. 60 00:06:11,038 --> 00:06:12,789 You're in my English class. 61 00:06:14,791 --> 00:06:17,252 I know. Class sucks though, right? 62 00:06:18,670 --> 00:06:21,381 Yeah. But you always go. 63 00:06:21,465 --> 00:06:22,549 Yes, I do. 64 00:06:27,554 --> 00:06:29,181 I guess I'll see you around. 65 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:34,728 Hey, where are you from? 66 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:39,358 Elba, New York. 67 00:06:39,441 --> 00:06:40,526 What's that like? 68 00:06:42,152 --> 00:06:47,074 Same kinda lake. Same kinda town. Just... little bit shittier. 69 00:06:52,996 --> 00:06:55,040 I've had a girlfriend since high school. 70 00:06:55,123 --> 00:06:57,209 Really? That's sweet. 71 00:06:57,292 --> 00:07:00,045 Yeah, she goes to school in New Jersey. 72 00:07:00,546 --> 00:07:02,089 She got a name? 73 00:07:02,172 --> 00:07:04,508 Yeah. Madison Kowalski. 74 00:07:09,221 --> 00:07:10,639 She's really pretty. 75 00:07:11,640 --> 00:07:14,059 Yeah. Super pretty. 76 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:16,436 I really liked Emily, 77 00:07:16,520 --> 00:07:19,273 but I'd already promised Madison I'd catch the Greyhound bus 78 00:07:19,356 --> 00:07:21,233 and go and visit her at school that weekend. 79 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:24,903 She was staying in a dorm room, and her bed was too small for two people, 80 00:07:24,987 --> 00:07:26,196 but... 81 00:07:27,197 --> 00:07:29,116 at least her roommate had gone home, because... 82 00:07:29,199 --> 00:07:30,617 Her grandmother died. 83 00:07:31,326 --> 00:07:32,536 That's too bad. 84 00:07:33,912 --> 00:07:35,539 Whatever. She was old. 85 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:39,084 Well... 86 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:42,004 tell Madison I said hello. 87 00:07:53,182 --> 00:07:55,559 Madison thought I was a bitch. 88 00:07:56,560 --> 00:07:57,561 Let's go. 89 00:08:02,524 --> 00:08:05,235 The parties she took me to were mostly shit. 90 00:08:05,319 --> 00:08:08,906 The kids drank beer in a basement done out in cinder block. 91 00:08:08,989 --> 00:08:13,785 Some kind of beer pong, sex dungeon, red-light district bullshit. 92 00:08:13,869 --> 00:08:15,954 Everything was dismal as murder. 93 00:08:21,460 --> 00:08:24,254 All these random dudes knew Madison. 94 00:08:24,338 --> 00:08:27,799 She'd only been at the school a month, but they all knew her somehow. 95 00:08:32,054 --> 00:08:36,683 She liked every eye in the room on her, which is fine. Whatever. 96 00:08:36,767 --> 00:08:40,562 It just got a little awkward when you were the one who was there at the party 97 00:08:40,645 --> 00:08:45,234 with the girl who is on top of the table, fucking a ghost. 98 00:08:50,072 --> 00:08:53,742 I had a job, and I'd go to work when I could have been doing better things, 99 00:08:53,825 --> 00:08:55,536 such as anything. But... 100 00:08:55,619 --> 00:08:56,828 I had to work. 101 00:08:57,621 --> 00:09:00,457 Old Man Fatook had half a dozen daughters and granddaughters, 102 00:09:00,541 --> 00:09:02,084 and they all worked at his restaurant. 103 00:09:02,167 --> 00:09:05,629 I don't know if he had any grandsons, but if he did, none of them worked there. 104 00:09:06,296 --> 00:09:09,341 All of the granddaughters drove Escalades or Denalis or whatever. 105 00:09:09,424 --> 00:09:10,843 Some of the waiters dated 'em. 106 00:09:10,926 --> 00:09:13,053 And she likes to take it up the ass. 107 00:09:13,136 --> 00:09:15,973 Shove her face down in the pillow. Spit on her. 108 00:09:16,056 --> 00:09:18,141 I think she's really fucking crazy. 109 00:09:19,017 --> 00:09:20,727 I wonder who taught her all that shit. 110 00:09:22,145 --> 00:09:23,564 -Hey. -Hey. 111 00:09:23,647 --> 00:09:25,691 Come on. Let me see you do it. 112 00:09:34,199 --> 00:09:36,577 Oh, no. Fuck, shit. Shit! Fuck! 113 00:09:36,660 --> 00:09:38,495 Are you a man or what? 114 00:09:38,579 --> 00:09:40,998 Throw it high. High! 115 00:09:41,081 --> 00:09:43,876 So they can hear it in the dining room, cocksucker. 116 00:09:44,543 --> 00:09:48,213 -Fuck this guy. -Yeah, I know. Fuck him. Fuck him. 117 00:09:48,297 --> 00:09:49,840 I only lasted two weeks. 118 00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:54,678 After work I went by James Lightfoot's house. 119 00:09:54,761 --> 00:09:56,805 He was my best friend since grade school. 120 00:09:56,889 --> 00:09:58,849 His dad had died when he was young and... 121 00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:01,602 and so did his mother. And then... 122 00:10:02,769 --> 00:10:05,981 And then his brother came back all fucked from the war, 123 00:10:06,064 --> 00:10:07,691 so James is mostly alone. 124 00:10:11,195 --> 00:10:12,196 Hey, man. 125 00:10:14,448 --> 00:10:15,449 Except for me. 126 00:10:18,035 --> 00:10:19,453 -You okay? -Yeah. 127 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:23,874 I needed a ride to the bank, so James offered to take me. 128 00:10:29,505 --> 00:10:31,507 The sun was shining on us that day. 129 00:10:33,550 --> 00:10:34,760 And Roy also came. 130 00:10:39,097 --> 00:10:41,308 He painted houses, but he wasn't working. 131 00:10:41,391 --> 00:10:42,559 What's up? 132 00:10:42,643 --> 00:10:45,229 And James Lightfoot was yelling at Roy about his cousin Joe, 133 00:10:45,312 --> 00:10:48,106 -because Joe kept saying... -I'm going, so just drop it. 134 00:10:48,190 --> 00:10:51,652 Roy. Roy. Did you tell him? You gotta tell your cousin 135 00:10:51,735 --> 00:10:53,737 -he can't join the marines. -Why do I gotta tell him? 136 00:10:53,820 --> 00:10:56,740 -He's joining the marines. -Don't join the marines, man. 137 00:10:56,823 --> 00:10:59,076 Give me one good reason why, okay? 138 00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:01,119 I don't wanna do this for the rest of my life. 139 00:11:01,203 --> 00:11:02,538 Why do you wanna join? 140 00:11:02,621 --> 00:11:04,289 I don't wanna do this for the rest of my life. 141 00:11:04,373 --> 00:11:07,167 Why are you content just fucking driving around, man? 142 00:11:07,251 --> 00:11:09,086 I don't understand why you're okay with it. 143 00:11:09,169 --> 00:11:11,547 He wants to do a thing. Just let him do a thing. Fuck. 144 00:11:11,630 --> 00:11:14,132 It's an obligation of you and your love for your cousin, 145 00:11:14,216 --> 00:11:15,342 who we all love so much. 146 00:11:15,425 --> 00:11:17,970 Now you're telling me, "I wanna send him off to his fucking death"? 147 00:11:18,053 --> 00:11:19,137 What are you doing? 148 00:11:19,221 --> 00:11:22,891 -What are you thinking? -I've signed up, man. It's over. 149 00:11:22,975 --> 00:11:26,019 I could only understand half of what James was saying. 150 00:11:26,812 --> 00:11:28,939 I couldn't help noticing that he looked helpless, 151 00:11:29,022 --> 00:11:30,566 waving his arms around, 152 00:11:30,649 --> 00:11:35,237 and that probably no one would ever listen to him for as long as he lived. 153 00:11:38,824 --> 00:11:40,367 This is not a shitty car. 154 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,578 It is, man. This is the shittiest car. 155 00:11:42,661 --> 00:11:45,455 I just need a cup of water to cool the engine off. 156 00:11:45,539 --> 00:11:47,165 Get me a cup of water. 157 00:11:47,249 --> 00:11:48,959 I had a problem with the bank. 158 00:11:49,042 --> 00:11:51,628 They'd made a mistake, and I was there to sort it out. 159 00:11:59,303 --> 00:12:01,972 So you guys sent me this overdraft, but it's not right. 160 00:12:02,055 --> 00:12:03,473 I paid this off already. 161 00:12:04,266 --> 00:12:05,559 Here. 162 00:12:07,519 --> 00:12:09,354 This is a new overdraft notice. 163 00:12:10,022 --> 00:12:13,317 But that's not possible. I haven't made a withdrawal since the last deposit. 164 00:12:13,859 --> 00:12:17,487 That deposit brought your balance up to $10 credit. 165 00:12:17,571 --> 00:12:20,866 But there was an additional overdraft charge against your account 166 00:12:20,949 --> 00:12:22,534 that put you back in the negative. 167 00:12:23,744 --> 00:12:26,622 But how could you charge me another overdraft charge 168 00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:28,457 after I'd paid it off already? 169 00:12:28,540 --> 00:12:31,835 -The deposit didn't clear in time. -No, but I paid it here in cash. 170 00:12:31,919 --> 00:12:35,047 -It didn't clear, sir. -It was fucking cash. Right here. 171 00:12:35,130 --> 00:12:37,799 It didn't clear. 172 00:12:39,009 --> 00:12:40,010 Next. 173 00:12:49,353 --> 00:12:50,938 Sorry about your car, man. 174 00:12:53,815 --> 00:12:55,025 It was a piece of shit. 175 00:12:56,610 --> 00:12:57,861 Did you get your money back? 176 00:12:59,071 --> 00:13:00,072 No. 177 00:13:02,407 --> 00:13:05,994 As we walked back to James's house, Roy passed around his Trainwreck. 178 00:13:06,995 --> 00:13:10,791 And after a few hits, we felt like we were winning again. 179 00:13:16,421 --> 00:13:21,134 The next day was a healthy fall day, where you could smell the wet leaves. 180 00:13:21,218 --> 00:13:24,263 So I went to Shaker Square to see some kids that I knew. 181 00:13:25,472 --> 00:13:29,351 They wanted some of my Xanax, which I was taking because... 182 00:13:30,686 --> 00:13:32,229 I'd had some panic attacks. 183 00:13:33,397 --> 00:13:35,315 -Here you go, boys. -Eat up. 184 00:13:36,733 --> 00:13:38,735 -What you doing later? -We're going to a party 185 00:13:38,819 --> 00:13:40,946 -at this girl Maggie's house. -Cool. Can I come? 186 00:13:41,029 --> 00:13:42,573 Yeah, sure. Do you want some... 187 00:13:42,656 --> 00:13:44,616 And in return, they offered me some ecstasy. 188 00:13:44,700 --> 00:13:46,994 Fuck yeah, I want some ecstasy. 189 00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:10,475 Is that you? 190 00:14:12,811 --> 00:14:14,104 -Hey. -Hey. 191 00:14:14,188 --> 00:14:15,814 -What are you-- -You know Maggie? 192 00:14:16,440 --> 00:14:17,900 -What? -You know Maggie? 193 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:20,152 Yeah, sort of. 194 00:14:20,235 --> 00:14:21,695 Small world. 195 00:14:22,321 --> 00:14:23,447 Holy shit. 196 00:14:23,530 --> 00:14:25,490 -What? -Your pupils are huge. 197 00:14:28,619 --> 00:14:31,121 Yeah, I just did some ecstasy. 198 00:14:31,205 --> 00:14:32,289 How is it? 199 00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:34,208 It's actually really good. 200 00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:37,377 I would give you some, but I... 201 00:14:38,253 --> 00:14:39,254 I don't have any more. 202 00:14:39,338 --> 00:14:42,216 That's okay. I turned some down earlier. 203 00:14:43,091 --> 00:14:46,970 This weird guy offered me some. He said that I should pop it in my butt. 204 00:14:47,679 --> 00:14:49,056 What the fuck? 205 00:14:50,516 --> 00:14:51,600 -Really? -Yeah. 206 00:14:51,683 --> 00:14:53,894 -Who the fuck is this guy? -I don't know. 207 00:14:53,977 --> 00:14:55,771 I don't know. He's definitely gone. 208 00:14:57,189 --> 00:14:58,690 It's kinda disrespectful. 209 00:14:58,774 --> 00:15:01,276 Yeah, well, that's just how some boys talk. 210 00:15:03,153 --> 00:15:05,239 Hey, I'm really happy you're here. 211 00:15:05,322 --> 00:15:06,615 And why is that? 212 00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:10,577 Because I like you. A lot. 213 00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:14,665 -Shut up. -I really do. 214 00:15:15,374 --> 00:15:16,375 And-- 215 00:15:19,419 --> 00:15:21,672 And your jacket's really cool. 216 00:15:24,800 --> 00:15:27,553 And-- What? 217 00:15:27,636 --> 00:15:30,055 -I was just thinking. -What are you thinking? 218 00:15:30,889 --> 00:15:32,558 Just thinking that you're shady. 219 00:15:37,813 --> 00:15:39,398 Wanna go for a walk? 220 00:15:50,659 --> 00:15:52,327 Your lips taste amazing. 221 00:15:55,539 --> 00:15:57,541 What happened to Madison Kowalski? 222 00:16:03,589 --> 00:16:04,965 That girl's cold-blooded. 223 00:16:50,385 --> 00:16:51,553 I think I adore you. 224 00:17:01,230 --> 00:17:02,523 Do whatever you want, man. 225 00:17:16,787 --> 00:17:20,207 Sometimes I feel like I've already seen everything that's gonna happen... 226 00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:23,292 and it's a nightmare. 227 00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:30,008 What? 228 00:17:31,301 --> 00:17:32,678 Nothing. I just-- 229 00:17:35,931 --> 00:17:37,266 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 230 00:17:45,274 --> 00:17:47,776 You don't ever have to be sorry for the way that you feel. 231 00:17:50,237 --> 00:17:52,322 Why are you being so sweet to me? 232 00:17:56,827 --> 00:17:58,287 I have a thing for weak guys. 233 00:18:01,999 --> 00:18:04,293 That's how you find the one to break your heart. 234 00:18:12,134 --> 00:18:15,596 Can you look back to when you met the one you love the most 235 00:18:15,679 --> 00:18:17,764 and remember exactly how it was? 236 00:18:17,848 --> 00:18:21,768 Not as in where you were or what she was wearing, 237 00:18:21,852 --> 00:18:25,772 but rather in what you saw in her that made you say, 238 00:18:25,856 --> 00:18:30,235 "Yes, this is what I came here for." 239 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,989 He was on the phone with her, and I was eavesdropping. 240 00:18:34,072 --> 00:18:35,866 And why were you eavesdropping? 241 00:18:36,742 --> 00:18:39,620 -You're a jerk. -Sorry. I mean, 242 00:18:39,703 --> 00:18:42,289 that must've been awful for you. 243 00:18:43,248 --> 00:18:46,627 I confronted him about it the next day, and he tried to buy me off. 244 00:18:46,710 --> 00:18:49,254 Said he'd send me to volleyball camp if I didn't tell my mom. 245 00:18:49,338 --> 00:18:50,339 Damn. 246 00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:53,842 -I really wanted to go to volleyball camp. -Yeah? So what'd you do? 247 00:18:53,926 --> 00:18:55,677 I went to volleyball camp. 248 00:18:56,220 --> 00:18:57,429 And then I told my mom. 249 00:19:01,767 --> 00:19:03,310 Your dad sounds like a dick. 250 00:19:03,852 --> 00:19:06,146 Sometimes I feel like love doesn't actually exist. 251 00:19:08,774 --> 00:19:11,360 It's just pheromones playing tricks on people. 252 00:19:16,156 --> 00:19:17,366 I love you. 253 00:19:27,042 --> 00:19:28,043 Thank you. 254 00:20:23,515 --> 00:20:25,934 I'm leaving for good at the end of the semester. 255 00:20:27,144 --> 00:20:29,855 -I really wanna go to school in Canada. -What? 256 00:20:31,064 --> 00:20:32,149 Since when? 257 00:20:33,775 --> 00:20:35,194 Since now. 258 00:20:35,277 --> 00:20:38,530 There's this really great school in Montreal. 259 00:20:38,614 --> 00:20:39,781 In Montreal? 260 00:20:39,865 --> 00:20:41,408 Yeah. It's the Paris of Canada. 261 00:20:41,491 --> 00:20:43,660 Yeah, I know what it fucking is. Please tell me that you're kidding. 262 00:20:43,744 --> 00:20:45,787 -This isn't funny. -Why would I be kidding you? 263 00:20:47,414 --> 00:20:51,251 So, what? That's it? We're just supposed to break up. Just like that? 264 00:20:51,335 --> 00:20:55,214 We can't exactly be together when we live in two different countries, so... 265 00:20:55,297 --> 00:20:56,882 Emily, what the fuck? 266 00:20:59,134 --> 00:21:01,178 Can you please just be mature about this? 267 00:21:03,847 --> 00:21:05,349 Emily, please. 268 00:21:07,601 --> 00:21:10,646 Can we not just talk about this, please? Emily! 269 00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:15,776 Fuck! 270 00:21:38,173 --> 00:21:42,427 So, what makes a joker like you wanna join the United States Army for? 271 00:21:43,887 --> 00:21:45,597 This guy had a face like death, 272 00:21:45,681 --> 00:21:47,808 and every other word out of his mouth was "joker." 273 00:21:49,142 --> 00:21:51,645 -Why aren't you going? Fuck! -Goddamn joker. 274 00:21:53,564 --> 00:21:55,899 I've just been seeing on the news 275 00:21:55,983 --> 00:21:57,693 that there are kids dying over there. 276 00:21:58,360 --> 00:21:59,403 You know? 277 00:22:00,737 --> 00:22:03,657 Guys from Cleveland who are my age just trying to do something good, 278 00:22:03,740 --> 00:22:07,911 and here I am, feeling sorry for myself because my girlfriend broke up with me. 279 00:22:09,621 --> 00:22:10,622 Damn. 280 00:22:11,498 --> 00:22:12,875 She broke your heart. 281 00:22:14,668 --> 00:22:16,670 You're searching for that gold in the gutter. 282 00:22:17,296 --> 00:22:19,173 A sense of purpose, right? 283 00:22:21,133 --> 00:22:23,427 Yeah. Sense of purpose. 284 00:22:24,261 --> 00:22:27,472 Hot damn! Tell you about purpose. 285 00:22:27,556 --> 00:22:29,099 I like him. 286 00:22:29,183 --> 00:22:30,225 I was too easy. 287 00:22:30,851 --> 00:22:33,270 He knew he had me, and so by the next day, I was sworn in. 288 00:22:33,353 --> 00:22:34,479 Against all enemies. 289 00:22:34,563 --> 00:22:37,024 -Foreign and domestic. -Foreign and domestic. 290 00:22:37,524 --> 00:22:39,568 How can you let him go to war? It's fucking war-- 291 00:22:39,651 --> 00:22:41,778 -What do you want me to do? -Talk him out of it. 292 00:22:41,862 --> 00:22:44,448 I've already talked to him. I talk to the motherfucker every day. 293 00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:45,657 You talk to him every day. 294 00:22:45,741 --> 00:22:48,035 But you haven't tried to talk him out of it. He'll listen to you. 295 00:22:48,118 --> 00:22:50,621 James, you fucking slug, dude. I can fucking hear you. 296 00:22:50,704 --> 00:22:52,748 -I've met your brother, bro. Yes. -I'm going to fucking Iraq. 297 00:22:52,831 --> 00:22:55,959 -Have you met my brother, dude? -Not everybody ends up like your brother. 298 00:22:56,043 --> 00:22:58,420 ...have a conversation with him for two seconds? He's fucked in the head. 299 00:22:58,504 --> 00:22:59,755 Can you please fucking move-- 300 00:22:59,838 --> 00:23:00,881 Can you move? 301 00:23:00,964 --> 00:23:02,716 No, because I'm trying to fucking help you! 302 00:23:02,799 --> 00:23:04,593 We've had this conversation! I'm going next week! 303 00:23:04,676 --> 00:23:06,970 -I don't know what to tell you! -What the fuck? 304 00:23:07,054 --> 00:23:09,640 -You can't even understand-- -James! James! James! Look! 305 00:23:09,723 --> 00:23:11,016 -What? -He just doesn't wanna do this 306 00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:12,893 for the rest of his life, all right? 307 00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:15,646 Since when do you give a shit, man? 308 00:23:15,729 --> 00:23:17,481 You haven't said shit, and now you're on his side? 309 00:23:17,564 --> 00:23:19,274 Can someone please get the fucking phone, dude? 310 00:23:19,358 --> 00:23:21,068 It's been ringing for, like, 20 minutes. 311 00:23:21,151 --> 00:23:23,445 -Listen-- -...fuck out of the way, bro. 312 00:23:23,529 --> 00:23:26,365 -Hello? -Hey. It's me. 313 00:23:28,700 --> 00:23:30,452 -You there? -Yeah, I'm here. 314 00:23:30,536 --> 00:23:32,454 Hey, shut the fuck up, James. 315 00:23:32,538 --> 00:23:33,830 Hey, sorry. How you doing? 316 00:23:34,831 --> 00:23:36,083 I'm leaving soon. 317 00:23:37,501 --> 00:23:38,585 For Montreal. 318 00:23:42,589 --> 00:23:44,174 Can we say goodbye? 319 00:23:47,010 --> 00:23:49,221 I have work today. 320 00:23:52,099 --> 00:23:54,726 -No worries. -No, no. I wanna say goodbye. 321 00:23:54,810 --> 00:23:57,604 Just come by work. 322 00:24:03,402 --> 00:24:06,572 After Fatook's, Roy had got me a job at another restaurant. 323 00:24:08,407 --> 00:24:11,660 The owner was throwing a party that day, and I got to serve drinks. 324 00:24:11,743 --> 00:24:14,538 I told Roy and Joe to come by so they could drink for free. 325 00:24:14,621 --> 00:24:16,915 And I, of course, asked Emily to stop in. 326 00:24:17,666 --> 00:24:18,876 But she was late. 327 00:24:19,501 --> 00:24:21,170 -You good? -Yeah, bro, you look good. 328 00:24:21,253 --> 00:24:23,255 -What's up, man? Yo, she here yet? -Not yet. No. 329 00:24:23,338 --> 00:24:25,507 Relax. Yo, line up the shots. Honestly. 330 00:24:27,551 --> 00:24:30,137 I go to Parris Island on Sunday. 331 00:24:30,220 --> 00:24:32,222 -Parris Island is the marines, right? -Yeah. 332 00:24:32,306 --> 00:24:33,765 It's a good way to go to heaven. 333 00:24:33,849 --> 00:24:35,350 Have you seen Emily yet? 334 00:24:35,434 --> 00:24:37,394 Hey, breathe, okay? 335 00:24:37,477 --> 00:24:39,605 Relax. I don't know what you're freaking out about. 336 00:24:39,688 --> 00:24:41,940 What the fuck, man? Who is this guy? 337 00:24:42,024 --> 00:24:44,943 I do not have a problem with it in general... 338 00:24:45,027 --> 00:24:46,987 -Yeah. -...but if it makes you better, then-- 339 00:24:47,779 --> 00:24:49,489 -Hey. -Hey. 340 00:24:51,658 --> 00:24:54,953 This is Benji. He's from Ghana. He's going to Case. 341 00:24:56,246 --> 00:24:57,497 Benji, hey. 342 00:24:58,624 --> 00:25:01,335 I gave Benji a real man handshake, like I was a real man, 343 00:25:01,418 --> 00:25:03,629 so he was forced to keep his hand off her. 344 00:25:03,712 --> 00:25:06,757 You know, I know a better restaurant we could go to called Mi Aldea. 345 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:08,967 The food is so good there. I think maybe we should go. 346 00:25:09,051 --> 00:25:10,594 -Can I talk to you for a second? -No, you can't. 347 00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:12,012 -Why not? -Because you're being a-- 348 00:25:12,095 --> 00:25:14,973 -Sorry, are you all right? -Benji, just give me a minute, dude. 349 00:25:15,057 --> 00:25:16,975 Look, nobody thinks the food at Mi Aldea's is any good. 350 00:25:17,059 --> 00:25:18,936 He knows they don't card there, and he's trying to get you drunk. 351 00:25:19,019 --> 00:25:20,687 I came to say goodbye. What's your fucking problem? 352 00:25:20,771 --> 00:25:22,022 Want me to punch this guy in the dick? 353 00:25:22,105 --> 00:25:23,440 No, Joe. 354 00:25:23,524 --> 00:25:26,360 You came here to say goodbye to me with him. 355 00:25:26,443 --> 00:25:28,070 I'm not with him. 356 00:25:28,153 --> 00:25:30,572 -Do you really think that's fucking fair? -Yeah, I do. 357 00:25:30,656 --> 00:25:33,659 -Please let me punch him in the dick. -Joe, please go and sit the fuck down. 358 00:25:38,622 --> 00:25:40,249 I gotta work. You should go. 359 00:25:43,627 --> 00:25:44,795 I'd like you to leave. 360 00:25:49,758 --> 00:25:50,759 Fine. 361 00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:20,080 How you doing? 362 00:26:20,163 --> 00:26:21,164 Jesus Christ, dude. 363 00:26:21,248 --> 00:26:23,292 -Come on, you gotta cheer up, man. -Right. 364 00:26:23,375 --> 00:26:26,795 The fuck? You could bang ten girls in here tonight. Throw a fucking rock. 365 00:26:27,379 --> 00:26:28,755 -Okay? -Yes, sir. 366 00:26:28,839 --> 00:26:31,091 Listen, I need you to do me a favor. I'm tired. I'm going home. 367 00:26:31,175 --> 00:26:33,886 I need you to look after a buddy of mine. His name is Tommy. 368 00:26:33,969 --> 00:26:37,097 That guy over there. Nice guy. Great guy. Just got out of prison. 369 00:26:37,181 --> 00:26:39,016 Tommy was drunk as fuck. 370 00:26:39,099 --> 00:26:41,810 And I was supposed to make sure he didn't throw up in the place. 371 00:26:42,436 --> 00:26:44,688 He kept saying everybody was full of shit, and they were all a... 372 00:26:44,771 --> 00:26:48,525 Bunch of fakes over here. All these Cosa Nostra motherfuckers. 373 00:26:48,609 --> 00:26:50,152 They like to talk a big game, 374 00:26:50,235 --> 00:26:52,863 but they ain't got the balls to put a gun to the guy's head. 375 00:26:52,946 --> 00:26:55,949 Put a gun to the guy's head and blow his brains out. 376 00:26:56,033 --> 00:26:57,242 And that's what he kept saying. 377 00:26:57,326 --> 00:27:00,078 They didn't have the balls to put a gun to a guy's head... 378 00:27:00,162 --> 00:27:01,955 ...and blow his brains out. 379 00:27:02,956 --> 00:27:04,791 And then he got to asking me what I did. 380 00:27:05,709 --> 00:27:08,378 So, what do you do, kid? 381 00:27:09,421 --> 00:27:11,131 I actually just joined the army. 382 00:27:11,215 --> 00:27:13,008 You joined the army? 383 00:27:15,677 --> 00:27:17,638 Those people don't give a shit about you. 384 00:27:17,721 --> 00:27:19,723 What are you thinking? 385 00:27:24,061 --> 00:27:25,479 I just... 386 00:27:26,730 --> 00:27:28,440 I didn't have any better ideas. 387 00:27:30,526 --> 00:27:31,860 But... 388 00:27:32,694 --> 00:27:36,949 do you have the balls to put a gun to a guy's head and blow his brains out? 389 00:27:45,874 --> 00:27:47,167 You'll be all right. 390 00:27:52,214 --> 00:27:53,632 All right, I gotta go, Tommy. 391 00:27:54,508 --> 00:27:56,885 -Why? Where you going? -Gotta go to bed. It's late. 392 00:27:58,428 --> 00:28:01,807 What, you need a ride? I'll give youse a ride. 393 00:28:02,432 --> 00:28:06,353 -You're good to drive? -Fucking A, bubba. 394 00:28:08,146 --> 00:28:10,399 And Tommy ran over the curb for good measure. 395 00:28:11,775 --> 00:28:12,776 Thanks. 396 00:28:13,569 --> 00:28:15,988 -Hey, you drive home safe, okay? -I will. 397 00:28:17,614 --> 00:28:18,949 I never saw him again. 398 00:28:40,053 --> 00:28:41,471 Is it okay that I'm here? 399 00:28:42,264 --> 00:28:43,432 Yeah, I... 400 00:28:44,266 --> 00:28:46,476 I was gonna bring you these later anyway. 401 00:28:47,978 --> 00:28:49,813 Supposed to be a goodbye cake, 402 00:28:50,397 --> 00:28:52,900 but they only had muffins ready. 403 00:28:53,734 --> 00:28:56,445 And there were supposed to be 12, but I gave one to this guy Tommy, 404 00:28:56,528 --> 00:28:59,698 because he really needed to eat something. 405 00:29:01,158 --> 00:29:02,242 What's wrong? 406 00:29:03,035 --> 00:29:04,036 Hey. 407 00:29:04,119 --> 00:29:06,205 I'd never seen Emily cry before. 408 00:29:07,331 --> 00:29:08,332 Hey. 409 00:29:11,919 --> 00:29:13,962 I'm sorry about earlier, okay? 410 00:29:14,046 --> 00:29:17,049 I told her how I knew she didn't mean anything by bringing Benji around, 411 00:29:17,132 --> 00:29:18,967 and that she was just a sweetheart 412 00:29:19,051 --> 00:29:22,596 who believed in diversity and developing countries. 413 00:29:22,679 --> 00:29:24,014 Stop. Stop. 414 00:29:28,644 --> 00:29:31,605 It's all my fault. I'm so sorry. 415 00:29:31,688 --> 00:29:34,691 No, no. You never have to be sorry, baby, okay? 416 00:29:35,943 --> 00:29:37,861 You don't ever have to be sorry. It's okay. 417 00:29:39,071 --> 00:29:40,864 It's okay, okay? Hey. 418 00:29:42,157 --> 00:29:43,492 I'm so sorry. 419 00:29:43,575 --> 00:29:44,660 It's okay. 420 00:29:47,829 --> 00:29:50,332 -Hey, you want a muffin? -Yeah. 421 00:29:50,415 --> 00:29:51,917 Yeah. 422 00:29:52,876 --> 00:29:54,044 Sure? 423 00:29:55,420 --> 00:29:56,964 Muffin? 424 00:29:57,756 --> 00:29:59,675 It was a while before she stopped crying. 425 00:30:01,718 --> 00:30:02,928 And then we laughed. 426 00:30:03,470 --> 00:30:05,180 And then we fucked around... 427 00:30:07,516 --> 00:30:08,767 and it was perfect. 428 00:30:14,523 --> 00:30:16,275 I'm not gonna go to Montreal. 429 00:30:41,175 --> 00:30:42,426 I joined the army. 430 00:30:46,638 --> 00:30:47,639 What? 431 00:30:50,058 --> 00:30:51,393 Why would you do that? 432 00:30:53,478 --> 00:30:55,189 'Cause I was sad, baby. 433 00:30:55,272 --> 00:30:56,690 So you joined the army? 434 00:30:56,773 --> 00:30:57,774 Yep. 435 00:31:06,325 --> 00:31:07,492 Maybe this will be good. 436 00:31:07,576 --> 00:31:09,745 I can go away, and you can go to school in Montreal. 437 00:31:09,828 --> 00:31:12,706 -I don't wanna go to school in Montreal. -I thought you loved Montreal. 438 00:31:12,789 --> 00:31:16,335 No. The only reason why I was going to Montreal was to get away from you. 439 00:31:20,964 --> 00:31:22,049 'Cause I love you. 440 00:31:46,114 --> 00:31:47,115 Look. 441 00:31:49,076 --> 00:31:50,911 I know school is important to you. 442 00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:53,580 And you wanna finish, right? 443 00:31:54,122 --> 00:31:55,207 Yeah. 444 00:31:55,290 --> 00:31:56,667 Okay, so... 445 00:31:58,460 --> 00:31:59,795 while you do this... 446 00:32:01,463 --> 00:32:02,548 I'm gonna do that. 447 00:32:05,342 --> 00:32:06,552 It's just a couple years. 448 00:32:08,428 --> 00:32:10,430 Just a couple years in a lifetime together. 449 00:32:13,767 --> 00:32:15,686 And I mean that. I really mean that. 450 00:32:15,769 --> 00:32:18,939 Like... you're it for me. 451 00:32:20,691 --> 00:32:21,942 I feel the same way. 452 00:32:37,374 --> 00:32:39,459 Maybe we should get married. 453 00:32:44,423 --> 00:32:46,383 So we went down to the courthouse... 454 00:32:47,467 --> 00:32:48,886 and we got married. 455 00:32:52,264 --> 00:32:53,765 And then we went to celebrate. 456 00:32:58,145 --> 00:33:01,106 It's as if we were the two most beautiful things in the world... 457 00:33:02,399 --> 00:33:03,942 and no one had it on us. 458 00:33:13,327 --> 00:33:14,786 But the days ran out. 459 00:33:17,956 --> 00:33:19,791 And I had to go to basic training. 460 00:33:32,346 --> 00:33:33,680 First we got the haircut. 461 00:33:35,516 --> 00:33:36,934 Welcome to the army. 462 00:33:37,017 --> 00:33:40,646 For the next ten weeks, the next thing that comes out of your mouth 463 00:33:40,729 --> 00:33:43,690 is "Yes, Drill Sergeant," and "No, Drill Sergeant." 464 00:33:43,774 --> 00:33:45,317 Do I make myself clear? 465 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:46,568 Yes, Drill Sergeant! 466 00:33:46,652 --> 00:33:49,154 That goes for you that's getting your hair cut too. 467 00:33:49,238 --> 00:33:53,242 You're not special. You're not special. Do I make myself clear? 468 00:33:53,325 --> 00:33:55,035 Yes, Drill Sergeant! 469 00:33:55,118 --> 00:33:56,787 It needs to be louder than that. 470 00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:59,748 First name Drill, last name Sergeant. 471 00:33:59,831 --> 00:34:01,416 Do I make myself clear? 472 00:34:01,500 --> 00:34:03,168 Yes, Drill Sergeant! 473 00:34:05,379 --> 00:34:07,631 What are you doing? You think you're still pretty? 474 00:34:07,714 --> 00:34:09,591 -No, Drill Sergeant! -You think you're still pretty? 475 00:34:09,675 --> 00:34:10,759 No, Drill Sergeant! 476 00:34:10,842 --> 00:34:12,344 Then get the fuck up and get out of my chair! 477 00:34:12,427 --> 00:34:14,471 Go away. Go away. Bye-bye. 478 00:34:15,347 --> 00:34:17,516 Next, we got about a hundred fucking shots. 479 00:34:18,891 --> 00:34:21,395 -Next. -And I found out that I was actually... 480 00:34:21,478 --> 00:34:22,603 Color blind. 481 00:34:23,938 --> 00:34:25,023 That explains a lot. 482 00:34:25,107 --> 00:34:26,567 Can I still be a medic? 483 00:34:26,650 --> 00:34:28,735 You know what color blood is, right? 484 00:34:28,819 --> 00:34:29,820 Next. 485 00:34:29,902 --> 00:34:32,572 We are your mommy, and we are your daddy. 486 00:34:32,656 --> 00:34:36,659 At no point do you get to do what you want, when you want. 487 00:34:36,743 --> 00:34:38,328 There was a lot of standing in line, 488 00:34:38,411 --> 00:34:40,873 and our legs ached because we weren't used to it. 489 00:34:40,956 --> 00:34:42,583 Do I make myself clear? 490 00:34:42,666 --> 00:34:44,251 Yes, Drill Sergeant! 491 00:34:44,333 --> 00:34:45,793 Do I make myself clear? 492 00:34:45,878 --> 00:34:47,212 Yes, Drill Sergeant! 493 00:34:47,295 --> 00:34:50,924 -What the fuck is this? -What are you doing with your arms? 494 00:34:51,007 --> 00:34:55,429 Put your fucking arms down! You are a part of the United States-- 495 00:34:57,806 --> 00:35:00,475 Your laces are gonna be inside of your shoes, 496 00:35:00,559 --> 00:35:03,270 and your shoes are gonna be touching. Execute. 497 00:35:04,354 --> 00:35:05,814 Come on. Get 'em off. Now! 498 00:35:05,898 --> 00:35:08,817 -Five, four... -What the fuck is the matter with you? 499 00:35:08,901 --> 00:35:10,611 -...three, two... -Faster, faster, faster! 500 00:35:10,694 --> 00:35:12,487 -You've done this a hundred times! -...one. 501 00:35:13,363 --> 00:35:14,364 Execute. 502 00:35:14,448 --> 00:35:15,908 Move, goddamn it! Move! 503 00:35:15,991 --> 00:35:18,911 -Ten, nine... -Get your fucking attitude right. 504 00:35:18,994 --> 00:35:22,206 ...eight, seven... 505 00:35:23,248 --> 00:35:26,793 They had us strip down to our underwear and duckwalk the circuit of a big room. 506 00:35:28,629 --> 00:35:31,882 The room smelled of balls, unwashed. And feet, ditto. 507 00:35:35,302 --> 00:35:36,386 All good. 508 00:35:36,470 --> 00:35:37,554 Next. 509 00:35:37,638 --> 00:35:40,557 And there was a man whose job it was to check everybody's asshole. 510 00:35:42,351 --> 00:35:43,393 Drop your pants. 511 00:35:43,477 --> 00:35:45,687 I really like this jacket, man. 512 00:35:46,355 --> 00:35:48,482 I'm gonna take my girl out to dinner in this when I get home. 513 00:35:48,565 --> 00:35:49,566 Oh, yeah? 514 00:35:49,650 --> 00:35:51,318 Imagine all the patches and medals on it and shit. 515 00:35:51,401 --> 00:35:52,986 You think you're gonna get a medal, huh? 516 00:35:53,654 --> 00:35:54,863 That's Jimenez. 517 00:35:54,947 --> 00:35:56,740 I know I am. 518 00:35:56,823 --> 00:36:00,994 We had become friends on account of the fact that we both wanted to be medics. 519 00:36:01,745 --> 00:36:03,914 He'd joined the army 'cause he'd gotten his girl pregnant. 520 00:36:03,997 --> 00:36:07,626 Hey, I love you. So much, okay? 521 00:36:09,461 --> 00:36:11,004 And I want this. 522 00:36:12,464 --> 00:36:15,300 I'm gonna get a job. And I'm gonna take care of both of you. 523 00:36:15,384 --> 00:36:16,385 How? 524 00:36:18,011 --> 00:36:19,513 We'll figure it out, okay? 525 00:36:20,722 --> 00:36:24,059 Look at you, you fucking weak dick flap. 526 00:36:24,142 --> 00:36:25,769 You ain't shit! 527 00:36:27,354 --> 00:36:29,106 -There was a lot of yelling. -Six... 528 00:36:29,189 --> 00:36:31,358 Move! Move, dick flap. Let's go! 529 00:36:31,441 --> 00:36:33,235 Do you wanna die, you beef curtain? 530 00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:35,320 There are hajis breathing down your piss hole. 531 00:36:36,029 --> 00:36:37,573 They called us names like... 532 00:36:37,656 --> 00:36:40,951 Dick with ears! Get up, you dick with ears! 533 00:36:41,034 --> 00:36:43,912 -Our hands were... -Use your goddamn dick skinners! 534 00:36:43,996 --> 00:36:45,998 -Our mouths were... -Cock holster! 535 00:36:46,081 --> 00:36:48,458 You shut that ugly cock holster. 536 00:36:48,542 --> 00:36:51,086 Drill sergeants pretended to be real angry all the time. 537 00:36:51,170 --> 00:36:52,171 The fuck? 538 00:36:54,214 --> 00:36:56,049 Next time, back the fuck off, 539 00:36:56,133 --> 00:36:59,136 or I might wig out and snap your fucking neck. 540 00:36:59,219 --> 00:37:00,345 PTSD, they say. 541 00:37:00,429 --> 00:37:02,097 What are you looking at? Eyes forward! 542 00:37:02,181 --> 00:37:07,269 Like this one time, Drill Sergeant Cole punched me in the penis for no reason. 543 00:37:07,352 --> 00:37:08,770 Attention! 544 00:37:10,772 --> 00:37:13,442 Drill Sergeant Deco, he even choked a kid. 545 00:37:14,568 --> 00:37:15,903 Drill Sergeant Deco. 546 00:37:18,864 --> 00:37:20,199 Fucking haji. 547 00:37:21,074 --> 00:37:22,409 Drill Sergeant, that's Levine. 548 00:37:24,786 --> 00:37:26,496 It wasn't because of PTSD though. 549 00:37:28,123 --> 00:37:31,793 Deco hadn't ever been anywhere. He was full of shit. 550 00:37:35,088 --> 00:37:37,341 Some of the drill sergeants had actually seen Iraq, 551 00:37:37,424 --> 00:37:39,843 but they were full of shit too. 552 00:37:39,927 --> 00:37:43,680 In Iraq, there are grenade children 553 00:37:43,764 --> 00:37:47,017 who try to sneak up on American soldiers 554 00:37:47,100 --> 00:37:50,229 so as to blow them the fuck up! 555 00:37:51,522 --> 00:37:55,692 I had to run over the hand grenade children with my truck! 556 00:37:56,443 --> 00:37:59,112 That's why I'm sick in the head! 557 00:37:59,196 --> 00:38:02,282 Now, let's go! You need to be at your three o'clock-- You need to be-- 558 00:38:02,366 --> 00:38:05,577 Holy crap, wake up, son! Wake up, son! Wake up! 559 00:38:08,247 --> 00:38:09,581 -Bang, bang! -Nine o'clock. 560 00:38:09,665 --> 00:38:10,791 Bang, bang! 561 00:38:10,874 --> 00:38:12,709 -Haji left! -Bang, bang! 562 00:38:12,793 --> 00:38:15,587 Haji on the right. Haji in the trees! Look up! 563 00:38:16,213 --> 00:38:18,006 Sneaking up on you, haji left. 564 00:38:18,757 --> 00:38:20,759 -Haji to the right! -Haji on your left! 565 00:38:20,843 --> 00:38:22,094 Haji to the left! 566 00:38:22,177 --> 00:38:24,638 -Haji on your left! -Haji to the right! 567 00:38:24,721 --> 00:38:27,891 I started to get this weird feeling like it was all just make-believe. 568 00:38:27,975 --> 00:38:29,184 Bang, bang. 569 00:38:29,268 --> 00:38:31,144 That we were just pretending to be soldiers. 570 00:38:31,937 --> 00:38:34,398 The drill sergeants were just pretending to be drill sergeants. 571 00:38:34,481 --> 00:38:37,234 Jabberwocky, jabberwocky, jabberwocky, jabberwocky... 572 00:38:39,570 --> 00:38:42,281 Mishmash, mishmash, mishmash... 573 00:38:43,907 --> 00:38:46,285 And the army was pretending to be the army. 574 00:38:46,368 --> 00:38:49,621 For where'er we go You will always know 575 00:38:49,705 --> 00:38:53,292 That the army goes rolling along 576 00:38:53,375 --> 00:38:55,961 The only way not to graduate basic training 577 00:38:56,044 --> 00:38:57,629 was to try and kill yourself. 578 00:39:00,382 --> 00:39:02,843 One kid tried to hang himself from a water pipe in the latrine. 579 00:39:02,926 --> 00:39:06,054 Fuck! Shit! Jesus Christ. Fucking hell, bud. 580 00:39:06,138 --> 00:39:08,473 Help! Drill Sergeant! 581 00:39:08,557 --> 00:39:11,560 He didn't die, but he didn't graduate either. 582 00:39:11,643 --> 00:39:12,811 Hey, can you hear me? 583 00:39:12,895 --> 00:39:14,104 Yeah. Hi. 584 00:39:15,814 --> 00:39:16,899 Are you all right? 585 00:39:20,068 --> 00:39:22,779 I just snuck out of the barracks. 586 00:39:23,322 --> 00:39:24,656 Yeah, but are you okay? 587 00:39:30,329 --> 00:39:31,455 I'm good now. 588 00:39:35,125 --> 00:39:37,044 Heads down. Asses down. 589 00:39:37,127 --> 00:39:38,795 When they finally taught us how to be medics, 590 00:39:38,879 --> 00:39:40,672 there was a lot of fucking around with mannequins. 591 00:39:40,756 --> 00:39:42,424 Don't let him bleed out. Get pressure on. 592 00:39:42,508 --> 00:39:45,135 -His life is in your hands. Let's go! -Sucking chest wound! 593 00:39:45,219 --> 00:39:47,513 -Ticktock. Ticktock. -Give that wound a bandage. 594 00:39:47,596 --> 00:39:49,473 Apply to body from inside the bandage wrapper. 595 00:39:49,556 --> 00:39:50,557 Pressure on there. 596 00:39:50,641 --> 00:39:53,519 Seal all three sides tight. Airtight-tight. 597 00:39:53,602 --> 00:39:56,355 -Come on. Get it done now. -Check his back for an exit wound. 598 00:39:56,438 --> 00:39:58,607 There were mannequins that were just trunks with heads. 599 00:39:58,690 --> 00:40:01,318 There were mannequins with rubber bones sticking out of their legs. 600 00:40:01,401 --> 00:40:03,779 There were mannequins that could squirt fake blood. 601 00:40:03,862 --> 00:40:06,406 There were even little baby mannequins with cherubim faces. 602 00:40:06,490 --> 00:40:08,033 Traumatic amputation. 603 00:40:10,077 --> 00:40:13,080 You're a go! Cardiopulmonary resuscitation! 604 00:40:13,163 --> 00:40:15,499 One and two and three and four and five. 605 00:40:15,582 --> 00:40:17,793 -Breathe. -You're a go. 606 00:40:17,876 --> 00:40:21,255 Jimenez and I saved the lives of 47 dummies. 607 00:40:21,797 --> 00:40:23,632 And so we passed the class. 608 00:40:23,715 --> 00:40:24,967 Warrior Medics. 609 00:40:26,593 --> 00:40:29,304 You were told to come up with a company cheer. 610 00:40:30,973 --> 00:40:33,517 You had a week to do this. 611 00:40:34,309 --> 00:40:37,187 This is what is called a deadline! 612 00:40:38,856 --> 00:40:42,568 As of now, you have missed the deadline. 613 00:40:46,947 --> 00:40:48,282 Now, 614 00:40:48,949 --> 00:40:52,494 since you have failed to come up with a company cheer, 615 00:40:52,578 --> 00:40:55,747 I have taken what is called the initiative... 616 00:40:56,832 --> 00:41:00,002 and come up with one you'll have to learn. 617 00:41:01,378 --> 00:41:03,172 And this is what he came up with. 618 00:41:03,672 --> 00:41:05,716 Warrior Medics in the fight 619 00:41:05,799 --> 00:41:07,759 Warrior Medics in the fight 620 00:41:07,843 --> 00:41:09,761 On the double day and night 621 00:41:09,845 --> 00:41:11,638 On the double day and night 622 00:41:11,722 --> 00:41:13,891 We will beat out all the rest 623 00:41:13,974 --> 00:41:15,893 We will beat out all the rest 624 00:41:15,976 --> 00:41:17,811 Charlie Company is the best 625 00:41:17,895 --> 00:41:19,855 Charlie Company is the best 626 00:41:19,938 --> 00:41:21,899 Don't stop, get it, get it 627 00:41:21,982 --> 00:41:23,609 Don't stop, get it, get it 628 00:41:23,692 --> 00:41:25,444 Soldier on, Warrior Medics 629 00:41:25,527 --> 00:41:27,321 Soldier on, Warrior Medics 630 00:41:33,285 --> 00:41:34,786 Make way! 631 00:41:34,870 --> 00:41:36,496 Here come the Warrior Medics! 632 00:41:36,580 --> 00:41:38,040 Ooh! Tay! 633 00:41:38,123 --> 00:41:39,458 Here come the Warrior Medics! 634 00:41:39,541 --> 00:41:41,210 Make way! 635 00:41:41,293 --> 00:41:44,087 And from that day on, whenever the company was called to attention, 636 00:41:44,171 --> 00:41:47,341 something that happened no less than a million times on any given day, 637 00:41:47,424 --> 00:41:50,052 the company cheer was to be recited in its entirety. 638 00:41:50,135 --> 00:41:52,262 -Here come the Warrior Medics! -No exceptions. 639 00:41:52,346 --> 00:41:55,224 You guys are soft like some nice titties. 640 00:41:55,724 --> 00:41:57,476 Make way! 641 00:41:57,559 --> 00:41:59,978 And to make matters worse, after a while, 642 00:42:00,062 --> 00:42:03,857 it got to be expected that the guidon bearer, which was me, 643 00:42:03,941 --> 00:42:06,360 would do the robot throughout the refrain. 644 00:42:06,443 --> 00:42:07,736 Here come the Warrior Medics! 645 00:42:07,819 --> 00:42:09,112 Make way! 646 00:42:09,196 --> 00:42:10,614 Here come the Warrior Medics! 647 00:42:11,240 --> 00:42:13,408 So don't ever join the fucking army. 648 00:43:01,540 --> 00:43:03,500 You were wide awake when you got on the ground 649 00:43:03,584 --> 00:43:05,252 outside the wire for the first time. 650 00:43:05,335 --> 00:43:07,754 You expected to get shot at any moment. 651 00:43:08,589 --> 00:43:11,800 Even if you were in a spot where you couldn't see anyone for miles, 652 00:43:11,884 --> 00:43:14,469 you were nevertheless sure that there was a haji out there 653 00:43:14,553 --> 00:43:17,723 who had been waiting all day just to shoot you. 654 00:43:25,022 --> 00:43:28,233 Attention on the net. Attention on the net. Troops in contact. 655 00:43:28,317 --> 00:43:32,571 Current location, Victor-Sierra 453, 132. 656 00:43:32,654 --> 00:43:34,281 Stand by for SALUTE report. 657 00:43:34,781 --> 00:43:37,826 Break, break. Raven Base. This is Quebec-Romeo-Foxtrot. 658 00:43:37,910 --> 00:43:41,413 We are seven minutes out, en route to TIC. Over. 659 00:43:43,373 --> 00:43:45,292 Number one, bump it up. 660 00:43:45,876 --> 00:43:49,213 -We have troops in contact. -All right. Let's get us in there. 661 00:43:49,296 --> 00:43:51,465 Contact. At least 17 to 20 people. 662 00:43:51,548 --> 00:43:53,383 Activity, coordinated attack. 663 00:43:53,467 --> 00:43:55,177 Request immediate support. 664 00:43:55,260 --> 00:43:57,387 We're under heavy fire, vicinity of-- 665 00:44:12,027 --> 00:44:14,696 Contact right! Get out! Get out! Get out! 666 00:44:14,780 --> 00:44:18,825 Raven Base, Raven Base! Goddamn it. Raven Base! 667 00:44:18,909 --> 00:44:20,160 Hey, Sarge! 668 00:44:20,244 --> 00:44:22,663 -What have we got? -We got two wounded over there! 669 00:44:22,746 --> 00:44:25,374 Take those two back here. I'll get the QRF. 670 00:44:25,457 --> 00:44:26,834 -Okay. Copy. -Move it! 671 00:44:41,974 --> 00:44:43,350 Arnold, take six. 672 00:44:45,018 --> 00:44:46,854 And grab your shit. Let's go, go, go! 673 00:44:47,729 --> 00:44:49,189 Fuck! Fuck! 674 00:44:52,359 --> 00:44:54,862 Hey! Hey, look at me! Breathe. 675 00:44:56,989 --> 00:44:58,073 Stay on me. 676 00:44:58,156 --> 00:44:59,366 Let's go. 677 00:45:02,828 --> 00:45:03,829 Down! 678 00:45:05,205 --> 00:45:07,708 Cover right. Cover right. Go! 679 00:45:14,548 --> 00:45:15,549 Move! 680 00:45:16,341 --> 00:45:18,260 Medic up! Medic up! 681 00:45:21,388 --> 00:45:22,431 Get down! 682 00:45:27,978 --> 00:45:29,479 Hey! Get some pressure on it. 683 00:45:29,563 --> 00:45:32,482 Get the fuck off me. Up the hill. Up the hill! 684 00:45:38,197 --> 00:45:39,323 Stay here! 685 00:45:40,949 --> 00:45:42,951 Coming in! What do you need? 686 00:45:43,619 --> 00:45:46,413 I got at least two wounded up front! Get them the fuck out! 687 00:45:46,496 --> 00:45:48,916 -All right. Move, move, move! -Let's go, let's go! 688 00:45:48,999 --> 00:45:50,209 Okay. 689 00:45:56,298 --> 00:45:57,424 Medic! 690 00:45:58,425 --> 00:46:01,220 -Over here. Get his guts in! -Jesus fuck! 691 00:46:01,303 --> 00:46:04,139 -Bring it in. -I said get his guts in now! 692 00:46:08,810 --> 00:46:09,978 More! 693 00:46:22,574 --> 00:46:24,034 -Everybody. -Lift him. 694 00:46:24,117 --> 00:46:25,160 -Go! -Ready? 695 00:46:25,244 --> 00:46:28,247 -Three, two, one! -Here it is. Here it is. 696 00:46:28,330 --> 00:46:31,291 Bird inbound! Bird inbound! Get the litter up! 697 00:46:31,375 --> 00:46:33,377 -Lift up! -Let's go! 698 00:46:43,136 --> 00:46:45,681 In the dust, I could see the man's face. 699 00:46:45,764 --> 00:46:51,019 His eyes were wild and grieving, and he was in his lizard brain. 700 00:46:51,103 --> 00:46:54,106 Hey! Hey! Look at me! Hey! 701 00:46:55,065 --> 00:46:56,525 We locked eyes, and I said... 702 00:46:56,608 --> 00:46:57,943 I've got you! 703 00:46:58,026 --> 00:47:00,821 I said it real loud, so he could hear me over the helicopters. 704 00:47:00,904 --> 00:47:04,032 And then I felt embarrassed, because it was a stupid thing to have said. 705 00:47:04,116 --> 00:47:05,701 All right, let's move on out! 706 00:47:06,827 --> 00:47:08,871 Ready! Ready! Up! 707 00:47:08,954 --> 00:47:10,622 -Up! -Let's move! 708 00:47:25,721 --> 00:47:27,306 Back! Move back! 709 00:48:24,947 --> 00:48:26,782 Oh, yeah. 710 00:48:53,141 --> 00:48:54,142 Fuck. 711 00:48:54,893 --> 00:48:57,187 This fucking blood won't come out of my wedding ring. 712 00:49:17,082 --> 00:49:21,044 In the early days, the infantry felt like they were ten feet tall and invincible. 713 00:49:21,128 --> 00:49:22,963 They were impatient to begin killing. 714 00:49:24,381 --> 00:49:26,341 They wanted to kill so bad 715 00:49:26,425 --> 00:49:29,469 there was this profligate confidence in our firepower. 716 00:49:29,553 --> 00:49:31,972 And there was this bullshit camaraderie. 717 00:49:35,309 --> 00:49:37,477 At ease! 718 00:49:39,855 --> 00:49:42,065 What in the fuck? 719 00:49:43,609 --> 00:49:47,362 Running. He was just running. Fast, fast, fast. And then-- 720 00:49:56,288 --> 00:49:57,623 Dude, what the fuck happened? 721 00:50:01,919 --> 00:50:04,588 This guy, his guts were hanging out. 722 00:50:04,671 --> 00:50:06,173 We had to put 'em back in. 723 00:50:07,007 --> 00:50:08,300 Getting shot at. 724 00:50:08,759 --> 00:50:11,011 -We had to run up to the chopper. -Hey. 725 00:50:12,054 --> 00:50:15,307 I heard on the radio those guys you put in the helicopter are dead. 726 00:50:15,807 --> 00:50:17,017 Shit. 727 00:50:18,143 --> 00:50:21,563 Hey, Sarge. Is it true those guys we put on the bird today are dead? 728 00:50:21,647 --> 00:50:22,648 Who told you that? 729 00:50:23,232 --> 00:50:25,901 -Arnold said he heard it on the net. -Arnold's a fucking retard. 730 00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:31,114 -I thought that's what I heard, Sarge. -Shut up, Arnold. 731 00:50:31,907 --> 00:50:34,159 That's Staff Sergeant Greene. 732 00:50:34,243 --> 00:50:36,912 They said he'd already killed 15 hajis. 733 00:50:37,913 --> 00:50:39,873 He was a hard motherfucker. 734 00:50:41,124 --> 00:50:42,251 So, they're not dead? 735 00:50:43,252 --> 00:50:45,379 Quit worrying about it so much, huh? 736 00:50:46,421 --> 00:50:48,006 You got your cherry popped today. 737 00:50:57,891 --> 00:50:59,893 We took eight fucking casualties today. 738 00:51:00,644 --> 00:51:01,770 Out of 800. 739 00:51:02,521 --> 00:51:04,648 And we're here for a fucking year. 740 00:51:05,524 --> 00:51:08,402 A year's worth of fucking days. Do the math. 741 00:51:09,361 --> 00:51:10,612 We're fucked. 742 00:51:12,447 --> 00:51:14,658 What did you guys think you were coming here to do? 743 00:51:15,868 --> 00:51:18,537 Damn, Lessing. You're a downer. 744 00:51:18,620 --> 00:51:20,080 Truth hurts, baby. 745 00:51:21,623 --> 00:51:22,875 And he was right. 746 00:51:24,293 --> 00:51:25,961 Everything there was about dying. 747 00:51:28,547 --> 00:51:31,633 They even called the area we were stationed in "the Triangle of Death." 748 00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:40,642 And, like idiots, we patrolled every inch of it. 749 00:51:46,190 --> 00:51:49,151 Most days, it felt like we were just glorified scarecrows. 750 00:51:49,860 --> 00:51:54,031 There to look busy, expensive as fuck and dumber than shit. 751 00:52:01,246 --> 00:52:04,333 Look at that one in the dress. She looks like Pebbles from The Flintstones. 752 00:52:04,416 --> 00:52:06,376 Oh, yeah. She is kinda cute. 753 00:52:06,460 --> 00:52:10,339 That's Sergeant North. He was from Idaho. 754 00:52:10,422 --> 00:52:12,466 -And he was also a killer. -Stop. 755 00:52:12,549 --> 00:52:15,719 You know you want it, bitch. Fuck! Stop fucking moving. 756 00:52:20,599 --> 00:52:23,143 -Mister. Mister. -You want this? This? 757 00:52:23,227 --> 00:52:24,603 You want this? 758 00:52:25,187 --> 00:52:28,732 Move. Get out the way. Pebbles, come here. Come here, Pebbles. 759 00:52:28,815 --> 00:52:30,817 You want this? You want this? Yeah? 760 00:52:37,783 --> 00:52:38,784 Let's go. 761 00:52:49,002 --> 00:52:52,798 On Christmas Day, the Denver Mustang cheerleaders arrived. 762 00:53:06,019 --> 00:53:08,355 They waved and bounced with their white teeth. 763 00:53:08,438 --> 00:53:10,566 The whole thing seemed goddamn awful. 764 00:53:10,649 --> 00:53:13,485 Beautiful women with skin like expensive cream. 765 00:53:17,990 --> 00:53:21,201 It wasn't like they were gonna fuck you. And that's what it was all about. 766 00:53:21,285 --> 00:53:23,871 You were supposed to want to fuck them, 767 00:53:24,454 --> 00:53:27,374 and they were supposed to not fuck you. 768 00:53:28,667 --> 00:53:29,960 You know you want it, bitch! 769 00:53:30,043 --> 00:53:33,088 All right. Everybody looking at me, say "Hajis." 770 00:53:33,172 --> 00:53:35,382 Hajis! 771 00:53:35,465 --> 00:53:38,594 But I was okay with that. I didn't even watch porn. 772 00:53:38,677 --> 00:53:41,180 USA! USA! USA! 773 00:53:41,763 --> 00:53:43,515 I'd jerk off in the porta-shitters. 774 00:53:45,475 --> 00:53:47,603 Didn't even think of other girls. 775 00:53:49,146 --> 00:53:50,189 Fuck me. 776 00:53:53,859 --> 00:53:55,319 Fuck me. 777 00:53:58,947 --> 00:54:01,074 I'm not ashamed of this. I just tried to be good. 778 00:54:03,660 --> 00:54:05,829 Miss you so goddamn much, baby. 779 00:54:06,580 --> 00:54:07,748 I miss you too. 780 00:54:09,333 --> 00:54:10,959 Hey, I've got some really good news. 781 00:54:11,043 --> 00:54:12,085 Oh, yeah? What's that? 782 00:54:12,836 --> 00:54:15,047 Your parents offered to help us buy a starter home. 783 00:54:18,967 --> 00:54:21,136 -You there? -Yeah, I'm here. I just-- 784 00:54:21,845 --> 00:54:23,430 -I'm happy, that's all. -Time. 785 00:54:24,056 --> 00:54:26,225 -Jesus, man. I'm on the phone. -Hurry the fuck up. 786 00:54:26,308 --> 00:54:27,768 I'm on the fucking phone, dude. 787 00:54:30,604 --> 00:54:32,439 I think about you everywhere I go, baby. 788 00:54:32,523 --> 00:54:34,316 -Fuck you, new dick. -Fuck you, motherfucker. 789 00:54:34,399 --> 00:54:37,194 -I'm on the goddamn phone. -Then hurry the fuck up! 790 00:54:37,277 --> 00:54:39,530 -What is it? -It's nothing, baby. I just-- 791 00:54:39,613 --> 00:54:42,616 -I can't wait to be home with you. -Time, Private. 792 00:54:42,699 --> 00:54:43,951 Fuck. 793 00:54:45,369 --> 00:54:46,828 Time, Private! 794 00:54:49,831 --> 00:54:50,958 I gotta go, baby. 795 00:54:51,625 --> 00:54:53,502 -I love you. -I love you too. 796 00:54:55,754 --> 00:54:56,797 It's all yours, Sarge. 797 00:54:58,924 --> 00:55:01,552 Calm the fuck down, towelhead. Get the fuck back! 798 00:55:01,635 --> 00:55:03,262 Could you ask him what happened? 799 00:55:06,431 --> 00:55:09,977 He says it happened when he was zip-tied, few days ago. 800 00:55:10,060 --> 00:55:11,395 Jesus. 801 00:55:11,478 --> 00:55:13,480 Dude, look at this guy's hand. 802 00:55:14,481 --> 00:55:15,482 Fuck. 803 00:55:16,692 --> 00:55:17,901 Hey, excuse me, Sarge? 804 00:55:19,111 --> 00:55:20,195 Yeah? 805 00:55:20,279 --> 00:55:22,447 Would you take a look at this guy's hand? 806 00:55:24,867 --> 00:55:26,118 It's cellulitis. 807 00:55:27,953 --> 00:55:29,913 We're out of antibiotics. 808 00:55:29,997 --> 00:55:30,998 So? 809 00:55:32,541 --> 00:55:34,334 What can I do for this guy? 810 00:55:35,961 --> 00:55:37,921 Tell him to eat shit and die. 811 00:55:38,005 --> 00:55:40,340 You gotta tell him to go to a hospital, 812 00:55:40,424 --> 00:55:43,802 see a doctor and get some antibiotics, 'cause we don't have any medicine here. 813 00:55:45,095 --> 00:55:46,138 You're welcome. 814 00:55:46,221 --> 00:55:48,140 -Thanks. -Make sure he gets to a hospital, okay? 815 00:55:48,223 --> 00:55:50,601 -They won't take us. -You just gotta try, buddy. 816 00:55:50,684 --> 00:55:51,935 Try your best. 817 00:55:54,980 --> 00:55:56,023 Yes, sir! 818 00:55:59,109 --> 00:56:00,194 All right, who's next? 819 00:56:04,740 --> 00:56:07,409 -Please. Please. -Not these little fuckers again. 820 00:56:09,244 --> 00:56:10,621 Hey, Pebbles, come here. 821 00:56:11,622 --> 00:56:12,873 Nah, she's all right, man. 822 00:56:12,956 --> 00:56:14,208 Come here. 823 00:56:14,291 --> 00:56:15,876 What the fuck are you doing? 824 00:56:15,959 --> 00:56:18,253 This is for you, okay? 825 00:56:18,337 --> 00:56:21,048 I want you to have this. That's for you. All right. 826 00:56:25,511 --> 00:56:26,553 Hey! 827 00:56:27,679 --> 00:56:29,723 Shit, man! She got hit! 828 00:56:32,017 --> 00:56:33,185 Look at that. 829 00:56:34,311 --> 00:56:35,854 Made her fucking day. 830 00:56:37,814 --> 00:56:39,233 Fuck. 831 00:56:40,234 --> 00:56:41,902 You know what I would love right now? 832 00:56:42,611 --> 00:56:43,862 Taco? 833 00:56:44,988 --> 00:56:47,241 Fuck you, bitch. Fuck you. 834 00:56:47,866 --> 00:56:50,202 Yes, a motherfucking taco. Yes, I would love a taco. 835 00:56:50,285 --> 00:56:51,620 What do you want in your taco? 836 00:56:51,703 --> 00:56:56,250 Some carne asada, some fucking guacamole, some onions. 837 00:56:56,333 --> 00:56:58,335 What? Yeah. Fuck you. 838 00:56:59,378 --> 00:57:00,671 My girl's the only one. 839 00:57:02,005 --> 00:57:03,507 -For real? -Yeah. Yeah, bro. 840 00:57:04,675 --> 00:57:06,510 -The only one? -The only one. 841 00:57:06,593 --> 00:57:08,971 -But Bautista too, right? -Fuck you, bitch. 842 00:57:10,472 --> 00:57:12,224 What you reckon they're doing right now? 843 00:57:13,934 --> 00:57:16,603 Probably with her new dude. 844 00:57:18,897 --> 00:57:20,315 I'll have to kill him. 845 00:57:21,233 --> 00:57:22,609 Some big-ass dude. 846 00:57:23,527 --> 00:57:25,445 He'd been away a year, 847 00:57:25,529 --> 00:57:27,573 and his wife has a one-month-old baby 848 00:57:28,323 --> 00:57:29,992 that she fucking says is his. 849 00:57:33,453 --> 00:57:35,080 I fucking hate it here, dude. 850 00:57:36,790 --> 00:57:38,041 I just wanna go home. 851 00:57:42,337 --> 00:57:44,798 Raven Base, Raven Base. 852 00:57:45,465 --> 00:57:47,843 This is Echo-5-November, over. 853 00:57:47,926 --> 00:57:49,595 Echo-5-November, this is Raven Base. 854 00:57:49,678 --> 00:57:51,555 Yeah, we're gonna get off this line. 855 00:57:51,638 --> 00:57:53,015 Base copy, over. 856 00:57:53,682 --> 00:57:54,683 Lead, this is two. 857 00:57:54,766 --> 00:57:56,185 Go for lead. 858 00:57:56,268 --> 00:57:58,270 We're gonna get off this line to the right. 859 00:57:58,353 --> 00:57:59,396 Copy that. 860 00:58:00,689 --> 00:58:02,441 Hey, excuse me, Sergeant North? 861 00:58:02,524 --> 00:58:03,775 What is it, fuckstick? 862 00:58:03,859 --> 00:58:06,445 I don't think we should try and drive through here, Sergeant. 863 00:58:06,528 --> 00:58:08,155 I think we ought to stay on the road. 864 00:58:08,238 --> 00:58:11,325 Is that what you think, you fucking PFC-wanna-be-a-private? 865 00:58:12,951 --> 00:58:15,537 That road runs right through an "oh, shit" zone. 866 00:58:15,621 --> 00:58:17,331 You want me to put all these men in danger 867 00:58:17,414 --> 00:58:19,708 'cause you don't wanna save two fucking minutes? 868 00:58:19,791 --> 00:58:22,419 When I went out with First Platoon, we got four vehicles stuck 869 00:58:22,503 --> 00:58:24,505 trying to drive through this shit, Sergeant. 870 00:58:25,297 --> 00:58:26,423 Looks fine to me. 871 00:58:27,049 --> 00:58:28,884 It ain't fine. It's the shit that's underneath-- 872 00:58:28,967 --> 00:58:30,552 Enough! 873 00:58:31,136 --> 00:58:32,721 Hold your fucking man pleaser. 874 00:58:35,182 --> 00:58:36,475 Floor it, Cheetah. 875 00:58:41,772 --> 00:58:43,482 Stop the vehicle, Private. 876 00:58:44,566 --> 00:58:46,151 Stop the vehicle. 877 00:58:47,277 --> 00:58:50,113 Stop the fucking vehicle! Fuck! 878 00:58:51,907 --> 00:58:54,326 Hey, yo. What did I fucking say, man? 879 00:58:54,409 --> 00:58:55,410 Cheetah! 880 00:58:56,495 --> 00:59:00,707 Get your vitamin-depleted ass up here and get this POS out of the fucking mud! 881 00:59:01,333 --> 00:59:03,377 Hey, I wouldn't do that if I were you, Sergeant. 882 00:59:03,961 --> 00:59:05,170 That's exactly what we did. 883 00:59:05,254 --> 00:59:07,214 You'll only make things harder for QRF when they get here. 884 00:59:07,297 --> 00:59:08,674 Shut the fuck up and watch your sector. 885 00:59:08,757 --> 00:59:10,592 You need a Bradley and a tow cable, Sarge. 886 00:59:10,676 --> 00:59:13,512 Shut the fuck up. 887 00:59:14,847 --> 00:59:16,056 Roger that, Sergeant. 888 00:59:27,067 --> 00:59:28,819 Fuck this shit. 889 00:59:28,902 --> 00:59:31,655 -Motherfucker. -It's hot as fuck out here, man. 890 00:59:31,738 --> 00:59:33,031 -I'm so thirsty-- -B! 891 00:59:34,908 --> 00:59:36,618 Go get me a fucking Bradley. 892 00:59:39,454 --> 00:59:40,956 We're gonna be stuck here for-- 893 00:59:41,039 --> 00:59:43,876 North says QRF can't get here for a few hours. 894 00:59:43,959 --> 00:59:46,420 He wants me, Yuri, Lessing and Jimenez to go back 895 00:59:46,503 --> 00:59:49,089 -and get a Bradley with a tow cable. -Yeah, no shit. 896 00:59:49,173 --> 00:59:51,466 You're on radio watch, smart-ass. 897 00:59:51,550 --> 00:59:53,468 -No, tell him to go fuck himself. -Really? 898 00:59:53,552 --> 00:59:55,429 Yeah, for real. Tell him to go fuck himself. 899 00:59:55,512 --> 00:59:57,806 -Bautista! -Coming now, Sarge! 900 00:59:57,890 --> 01:00:00,100 Come on, boys! Let's go! Move out! 901 01:00:00,184 --> 01:00:02,352 -What are you, North's bottom? -No. 902 01:00:02,436 --> 01:00:05,189 I don't want to spend the next four hours waiting to be shot. 903 01:00:05,272 --> 01:00:07,149 Guess Cheetah just loves America. 904 01:00:07,232 --> 01:00:08,400 I do. 905 01:00:08,483 --> 01:00:11,862 So let's get out of this fucking shithole sandbox, and let's go home. Come on! 906 01:00:12,696 --> 01:00:14,656 Hey, don't let North fuck with you too hard, all right? 907 01:00:14,740 --> 01:00:16,825 I think he means don't let North fuck you too hard. 908 01:00:16,909 --> 01:00:18,368 Oh, yeah, he's got a big dick? 909 01:00:18,452 --> 01:00:19,661 Fucking asshole. 910 01:00:41,225 --> 01:00:42,684 Fuck! 911 01:00:44,019 --> 01:00:45,354 Get down! Get down! 912 01:00:45,437 --> 01:00:46,605 Oh, shit! 913 01:00:47,773 --> 01:00:49,274 Don't fucking run into it! 914 01:00:50,192 --> 01:00:52,027 Oh, shit. No, no, no. 915 01:00:53,278 --> 01:00:55,197 No, no. No, no, no. 916 01:00:58,992 --> 01:01:01,203 The smell is something that you already know. 917 01:01:03,121 --> 01:01:04,748 It's coded in your blood. 918 01:01:05,832 --> 01:01:09,253 The smoke gets in your pores and every gland. 919 01:01:09,336 --> 01:01:11,421 Your mouth is full of it... 920 01:01:12,923 --> 01:01:15,467 to the point where you might as well be eating the shit. 921 01:01:28,897 --> 01:01:30,148 No other contact? 922 01:01:30,983 --> 01:01:32,860 No contact. We didn't see anything. 923 01:01:37,114 --> 01:01:38,365 I'll go get me a Bradley. 924 01:01:40,325 --> 01:01:41,869 I'll go get the bodies. 925 01:01:44,955 --> 01:01:46,832 Hey, bring the bags. 926 01:01:57,134 --> 01:01:58,302 Private. 927 01:02:10,105 --> 01:02:11,356 That was Lessing. 928 01:02:13,901 --> 01:02:16,236 Our driver was Yuri. 929 01:02:22,075 --> 01:02:24,077 Our gunner was Bautista. 930 01:02:28,790 --> 01:02:30,375 And that-- 931 01:02:35,589 --> 01:02:39,593 And that's... Private Jimenez in the back. 932 01:02:44,056 --> 01:02:45,182 Let's get 'em out. 933 01:02:45,265 --> 01:02:49,186 All right. Fuck. Captain-- Fuck. My gloves are melting, Captain. 934 01:02:49,269 --> 01:02:52,898 It's all right. Just try hooking your arms instead. 935 01:02:53,440 --> 01:02:54,441 Yes, sir. 936 01:02:57,069 --> 01:02:58,237 I got it. 937 01:02:58,320 --> 01:02:59,780 -You good? -Yeah. 938 01:03:03,700 --> 01:03:04,993 All right. 939 01:03:05,077 --> 01:03:06,453 Release. 940 01:03:33,105 --> 01:03:35,232 Mister, mister, mister! MRE! 941 01:03:35,315 --> 01:03:37,943 Mister, mister! Mister, MRE! 942 01:03:38,026 --> 01:03:40,529 MRE, mister! Mister. MRE. 943 01:03:40,612 --> 01:03:42,197 Mister. Mister. MRE! 944 01:03:42,781 --> 01:03:45,993 Mister. MRE. Mister, mister! 945 01:03:46,076 --> 01:03:48,871 Suddenly there was nothing interesting about it anymore. 946 01:04:00,549 --> 01:04:01,758 There was nothing. 947 01:04:11,393 --> 01:04:13,103 Are you seeing bad things? 948 01:04:16,231 --> 01:04:17,357 Yeah, a little. 949 01:04:18,275 --> 01:04:19,860 Are people getting killed? 950 01:04:21,278 --> 01:04:25,657 Because I'm seeing on the news that people are getting killed. 951 01:04:28,702 --> 01:04:30,746 -Hello? -Yeah, baby, I'm here. 952 01:04:32,331 --> 01:04:34,166 You're gonna make it through this, okay? 953 01:04:36,502 --> 01:04:38,962 I know that you're gonna make it through this. 954 01:04:41,423 --> 01:04:43,383 Could you just talk about you for a second? 955 01:04:44,176 --> 01:04:45,761 What's going on with you? 956 01:04:48,972 --> 01:04:53,018 Well, I got a job as a waitress down at the Academy, 957 01:04:53,101 --> 01:04:55,646 close to the neighborhood I think that we should settle on. 958 01:04:56,939 --> 01:04:59,066 You like those streets over by Larchmere, right? 959 01:05:04,655 --> 01:05:05,739 Baby. 960 01:05:06,490 --> 01:05:08,909 Yeah, baby, I'm here. I just... 961 01:05:11,411 --> 01:05:13,205 Are you sure you're doing okay? 962 01:05:13,747 --> 01:05:15,290 I just miss you. That's all. 963 01:05:16,375 --> 01:05:17,543 I miss you too. 964 01:05:19,711 --> 01:05:20,712 I love you. 965 01:05:22,047 --> 01:05:23,048 Fuck! 966 01:05:46,780 --> 01:05:49,116 Get him out! Fuck! 967 01:05:49,199 --> 01:05:51,326 All right! He's good! 968 01:06:28,697 --> 01:06:31,158 After Private First Class Jimenez was killed in battle, 969 01:06:31,909 --> 01:06:34,369 this soldier went on to take care of his platoon as well, 970 01:06:35,037 --> 01:06:37,956 serving three platoons in total to complete more combat missions... 971 01:06:38,040 --> 01:06:40,792 -I really wanna get the fuck out of here. -...than any other medic in his battalion. 972 01:06:40,876 --> 01:06:43,712 I don't feel like I've done anything to go running into a gymnasium about. 973 01:06:43,795 --> 01:06:47,174 It is my honor to present to you the Medal of Valor. 974 01:06:47,257 --> 01:06:49,843 My one true accomplishment was not dying. 975 01:06:50,511 --> 01:06:52,262 And I didn't really have anything to do with that. 976 01:06:52,971 --> 01:06:55,432 -Congratulations, Specialist. -Thank you, First Sergeant. 977 01:07:36,265 --> 01:07:39,893 Emily drove me back to Ohio, and I got to see our new house. 978 01:08:09,131 --> 01:08:11,842 Started taking night classes at a school Emily was working at, 979 01:08:11,925 --> 01:08:15,345 and I got a job that paid eight bucks an hour. 980 01:08:16,638 --> 01:08:18,432 Roy's cousin Joe helped me get it. 981 01:08:21,935 --> 01:08:23,854 This coffee is shit. 982 01:08:23,937 --> 01:08:25,564 They're all spoiled fucks. 983 01:08:25,647 --> 01:08:28,358 No one there but Joe and I had ever had anything to do with war 984 01:08:28,442 --> 01:08:29,984 or murders or anything like that. 985 01:08:31,069 --> 01:08:33,738 The world meant something different to them than it did to us. 986 01:08:37,075 --> 01:08:39,912 And after he got back, Joe had problems for a while. 987 01:08:39,995 --> 01:08:42,581 All I did was ask you if you really needed to keep drinking, 988 01:08:42,663 --> 01:08:44,249 seeing as you're already shit-faced. 989 01:08:44,332 --> 01:08:47,461 -And I said that I did. -And I said no, you did not! 990 01:08:51,590 --> 01:08:53,634 -Holy shit! -Fuck! 991 01:08:55,135 --> 01:08:56,136 Stop the car. 992 01:09:00,057 --> 01:09:02,267 He wasn't the only one with problems. 993 01:09:05,479 --> 01:09:08,607 I didn't sleep. And when I did, I dreamt of violence. 994 01:09:09,983 --> 01:09:11,151 Hey. 995 01:09:11,609 --> 01:09:12,694 Hey. 996 01:09:15,906 --> 01:09:17,533 -Are you okay? -Yeah. 997 01:09:19,576 --> 01:09:21,620 -Hey. -What happened? 998 01:09:22,746 --> 01:09:25,749 I shit blood, I farted blood, and then I craved sleep. 999 01:09:45,018 --> 01:09:48,647 Basically I was being a sad, crazy fuck about the horrors I'd seen. 1000 01:10:12,671 --> 01:10:13,881 Hurry. We'll be late. 1001 01:10:14,840 --> 01:10:16,300 Yeah, baby. Sure. 1002 01:10:37,779 --> 01:10:40,407 Hey, thank you for thinking to do this. 1003 01:10:45,078 --> 01:10:46,997 Why are we the only ones dressed up? 1004 01:10:51,502 --> 01:10:52,544 Doesn't matter. 1005 01:10:53,754 --> 01:10:55,005 Didn't notice. 1006 01:10:56,340 --> 01:10:58,800 All these middle-aged people with money, for Christ's sakes. 1007 01:10:58,884 --> 01:11:02,137 And they can't even be bothered to wear a jacket to the fucking theater. 1008 01:11:02,221 --> 01:11:03,972 -Stop. -Yeah, I'm talkin' to you. 1009 01:11:04,056 --> 01:11:05,766 -What's your problem, dude? -Dude, what's your problem? 1010 01:11:05,849 --> 01:11:08,185 My problem's the fact you didn't even have the decency 1011 01:11:08,268 --> 01:11:10,479 to take off your L.L.Bean before you came from the fucking golf club! 1012 01:11:10,562 --> 01:11:12,481 -Please be quiet. -Okay, tough guy-- 1013 01:11:12,564 --> 01:11:14,650 -Fuck you, motherfucker-- -I'd really like to go now. 1014 01:11:14,733 --> 01:11:16,068 No, babe, we're not going anywhere. 1015 01:11:16,151 --> 01:11:17,694 I would really like to leave. 1016 01:11:18,403 --> 01:11:20,906 It's all right, man. There's nothing to fucking look at. 1017 01:11:20,989 --> 01:11:22,324 This guy's just an asshole. 1018 01:11:22,407 --> 01:11:25,661 Fucking take this L.L.Bean and shove it up your fucking ass. 1019 01:11:25,744 --> 01:11:26,870 Fucking pussy. 1020 01:11:56,817 --> 01:11:57,818 I wanna leave. 1021 01:12:02,155 --> 01:12:06,034 I punched the bathroom mirror on accident while I was washing my hands. 1022 01:12:07,035 --> 01:12:08,453 -Come on, we gotta go. -Jesus Christ. 1023 01:12:08,537 --> 01:12:10,330 I mean we gotta go right fucking now. Let's go. 1024 01:12:18,714 --> 01:12:21,383 And when I went home, I took a few more Xanax. 1025 01:12:33,896 --> 01:12:36,148 That also happened to be the night that James Lightfoot 1026 01:12:36,231 --> 01:12:38,483 tried coming around to welcome me back, 1027 01:12:38,567 --> 01:12:40,736 but he got arrested breaking into my house. 1028 01:12:41,653 --> 01:12:42,696 Hey, man. 1029 01:12:44,448 --> 01:12:45,449 Hey. 1030 01:12:47,743 --> 01:12:48,827 Hey, wake up. 1031 01:12:49,578 --> 01:12:51,330 Hey, man, what the fuck? Who's you? 1032 01:12:51,413 --> 01:12:52,414 Fuck, fuck, fuck! 1033 01:12:52,497 --> 01:12:53,749 Sorry-- 1034 01:12:53,832 --> 01:12:55,334 Except it wasn't my house. 1035 01:12:55,417 --> 01:12:57,920 The fucking dumb shit broke into the wrong house. 1036 01:13:00,005 --> 01:13:02,716 Since I left for Iraq, James had busted up his knee 1037 01:13:02,799 --> 01:13:04,384 working for the Highway Department 1038 01:13:04,468 --> 01:13:06,386 and gotten into using OxyContin pretty bad. 1039 01:13:06,470 --> 01:13:08,805 -I didn't mean to. -Come on. 1040 01:13:08,889 --> 01:13:12,351 -I'm sorry. I'm sorry. -Come on. 1041 01:13:13,769 --> 01:13:15,729 You fucking pig! Fuck you! 1042 01:13:15,812 --> 01:13:18,857 After I bailed him out, he started hanging around a lot. 1043 01:13:21,360 --> 01:13:23,028 Dude, are you all right? 1044 01:13:23,111 --> 01:13:26,073 No, no. No, not all right. 1045 01:13:26,907 --> 01:13:28,242 Help me. 1046 01:13:29,952 --> 01:13:31,870 Fuck. Fuck. 1047 01:13:42,339 --> 01:13:43,423 Deep breath. 1048 01:13:55,018 --> 01:13:57,479 Deep. That's right. 1049 01:14:03,110 --> 01:14:05,779 A few weeks later, James asked me to take him to the bank. 1050 01:14:19,501 --> 01:14:21,795 James wanted me to talk to the teller for him, 1051 01:14:21,879 --> 01:14:23,630 'cause he said I could talk good. 1052 01:14:26,049 --> 01:14:27,050 Okay. 1053 01:14:27,926 --> 01:14:30,012 So I'm gonna sign my checks over to you. 1054 01:14:30,721 --> 01:14:33,015 And then you're gonna give me the cash, okay? 1055 01:14:34,641 --> 01:14:36,643 'Cause they won't let me have a bank account, 1056 01:14:37,352 --> 01:14:39,563 'cause I'm in ChexSystems. 1057 01:14:40,272 --> 01:14:42,232 My credit's totally fucked. 1058 01:14:43,025 --> 01:14:44,026 Come on. 1059 01:14:45,861 --> 01:14:47,279 I can't cash these checks, sir. 1060 01:14:47,362 --> 01:14:48,947 It wasn't exactly a smash hit. 1061 01:14:49,031 --> 01:14:51,950 The teller thought I was being a dick because I was high on OxyContin, 1062 01:14:52,034 --> 01:14:55,329 and I wasn't exactly trying to hide the fact that I thought he was an asshole. 1063 01:14:55,412 --> 01:14:56,538 You know what? 1064 01:14:57,247 --> 01:14:59,791 You're an asshole, and I'd like to speak to your manager. 1065 01:14:59,875 --> 01:15:01,543 Well, I am the manager. 1066 01:15:04,213 --> 01:15:07,090 -Well, you're still an asshole. -Okay. 1067 01:15:07,174 --> 01:15:09,510 -Sir. -I'm a fucking war veteran, dude. 1068 01:15:09,593 --> 01:15:11,970 And you're fucking treating me like an undesirable. 1069 01:15:12,054 --> 01:15:13,722 I don't know what I'm gonna do about this, 1070 01:15:13,805 --> 01:15:16,892 but I'm sure as fuck this isn't the way you're supposed to treat people, fucker. 1071 01:15:16,975 --> 01:15:18,352 You have a good day now. 1072 01:15:19,102 --> 01:15:20,562 -Thanks, guys. -Thank you. 1073 01:15:20,646 --> 01:15:21,730 Thanks for your help. 1074 01:15:22,856 --> 01:15:24,274 Fuck yeah. You get the money? 1075 01:15:24,358 --> 01:15:25,901 No, I didn't get the fucking money. 1076 01:15:33,575 --> 01:15:36,328 Hey, man, it's really unfortunate how that all just played out. 1077 01:15:37,538 --> 01:15:38,539 Sorry, dude. 1078 01:15:40,791 --> 01:15:43,377 Yeah, well, thanks anyway. 1079 01:15:43,460 --> 01:15:44,628 Sure, yeah. 1080 01:15:47,130 --> 01:15:49,299 Do you think I could get some more of those pills? 1081 01:15:54,680 --> 01:15:58,517 Everything had changed. And nothing had changed. 1082 01:16:00,435 --> 01:16:03,230 The problem was, is I really liked Oxy. 1083 01:16:03,313 --> 01:16:07,109 Made me feel a type of way so I wasn't about taking shit from anyone. 1084 01:16:07,192 --> 01:16:08,819 Where the hell have you been? 1085 01:16:09,945 --> 01:16:11,071 No. 1086 01:16:13,323 --> 01:16:14,700 Where have you been? 1087 01:16:14,783 --> 01:16:16,910 You were supposed to be home three hours ago. 1088 01:16:16,994 --> 01:16:18,495 What the fuck did you take? 1089 01:16:19,413 --> 01:16:21,456 What are you fucking taking? 1090 01:16:21,540 --> 01:16:23,375 I'll tell you what I haven't been taking... 1091 01:16:24,209 --> 01:16:25,419 is your shit. 1092 01:16:26,295 --> 01:16:29,381 I'm not taking your shit. 1093 01:16:32,551 --> 01:16:35,387 I promised Emily I'd find a better way of dealing with my war shit 1094 01:16:35,470 --> 01:16:36,638 than just taking pills. 1095 01:16:51,361 --> 01:16:53,947 Have you been experiencing any suicidal thoughts? 1096 01:16:58,327 --> 01:16:59,453 Sometimes, yeah. 1097 01:17:01,205 --> 01:17:04,917 I just feel like if I died in Iraq... 1098 01:17:06,210 --> 01:17:07,794 she'd be happier now, you know? 1099 01:17:09,171 --> 01:17:11,215 She would've been sad for a while, but... 1100 01:17:13,759 --> 01:17:15,844 ultimately her life would've been better. 1101 01:17:19,932 --> 01:17:21,183 How long you been back? 1102 01:17:21,266 --> 01:17:22,351 Eight months. 1103 01:17:24,895 --> 01:17:27,064 Have you been evaluated for PTSD before? 1104 01:17:29,399 --> 01:17:30,901 Isn't that what we're doing here? 1105 01:17:33,779 --> 01:17:35,072 I tried. 1106 01:17:36,281 --> 01:17:37,991 You guys kept transferring my file. 1107 01:17:38,075 --> 01:17:41,036 I guess someone left and the new someone was trying to get caught up. 1108 01:17:41,119 --> 01:17:42,496 I don't know. 1109 01:17:47,209 --> 01:17:49,044 Are you currently on any medications? 1110 01:17:49,127 --> 01:17:50,212 Xanax. 1111 01:17:51,505 --> 01:17:53,632 For my anxiety. But they don't work anymore. 1112 01:17:55,050 --> 01:17:56,176 How's your pain level? 1113 01:17:56,927 --> 01:17:58,679 Like, mental pain or physical pain? 1114 01:17:59,221 --> 01:18:00,222 Both. 1115 01:18:03,141 --> 01:18:04,393 Nine outta ten. 1116 01:18:06,937 --> 01:18:08,647 Have you ever heard of OxyContin? 1117 01:18:12,317 --> 01:18:13,944 Naturally, Emily was pissed, 1118 01:18:14,027 --> 01:18:16,321 and she'd understandably reached her limit. 1119 01:18:23,579 --> 01:18:24,746 Fine. 1120 01:18:25,455 --> 01:18:27,499 These are for me now. 1121 01:18:28,083 --> 01:18:30,002 Because I would love-- 1122 01:18:30,711 --> 01:18:33,297 I would love a break... 1123 01:18:34,506 --> 01:18:37,467 from all of this shit! 1124 01:18:40,345 --> 01:18:42,681 Fuck you! 1125 01:18:58,155 --> 01:19:00,657 I wish I never told you I was leaving. 1126 01:19:07,623 --> 01:19:08,790 For Montreal. 1127 01:19:17,674 --> 01:19:21,220 Remember when you used to wear that white ribbon around your neck? 1128 01:19:25,265 --> 01:19:26,683 That was my jam. 1129 01:19:29,394 --> 01:19:30,771 Yeah, I liked that. 1130 01:19:43,450 --> 01:19:46,078 Can't see that we'll ever make it back there though. 1131 01:19:52,000 --> 01:19:53,043 No. 1132 01:20:00,551 --> 01:20:02,094 But I'm okay with that. 1133 01:20:07,891 --> 01:20:08,892 Yeah. 1134 01:20:12,813 --> 01:20:13,897 Me too. 1135 01:20:28,787 --> 01:20:32,499 And that is how we became addicts. 1136 01:20:48,390 --> 01:20:50,058 Babe, how do you want your eggs? 1137 01:20:51,018 --> 01:20:54,104 Can you walk Livinia today? I need to leave in, like, ten minutes. 1138 01:20:54,188 --> 01:20:55,898 You want 'em scrambled or sunny-side up? 1139 01:20:55,981 --> 01:20:57,524 Scrambled, please. On toast. 1140 01:20:57,608 --> 01:20:59,193 What, like, in a sandwich? 1141 01:20:59,276 --> 01:21:01,862 Yeah, like a sandwich. 1142 01:21:04,823 --> 01:21:09,328 The story of being a dope fiend is that you could kill yourself real slow, 1143 01:21:10,037 --> 01:21:12,539 but you feel like a million fucking bucks doing it. 1144 01:21:12,623 --> 01:21:14,041 It's okay. 1145 01:21:14,124 --> 01:21:16,084 Hey, today's the day that I stay late. 1146 01:21:16,168 --> 01:21:19,087 So you need to be there by 5:00, or I'm not gonna make it through class. 1147 01:21:19,171 --> 01:21:21,965 -Professor's still out. -I got you, babe, go on. 1148 01:21:22,049 --> 01:21:24,134 -You said 5:00, right? -5:00 p.m. 1149 01:21:24,218 --> 01:21:26,220 -Yes, ma'am. -Thank you. 1150 01:21:27,763 --> 01:21:30,766 At first we said we'd get a dog, and we wouldn't be dope fiends. 1151 01:21:30,849 --> 01:21:34,686 But we stayed dope fiends, so now we're just dope fiends with a dog. 1152 01:21:34,770 --> 01:21:35,812 I gotta go. 1153 01:21:37,231 --> 01:21:39,024 -I love you. -Love you too. 1154 01:21:39,650 --> 01:21:40,984 Don't forget. 1155 01:21:43,403 --> 01:21:46,782 "See her knitting in my hand, and her empty chair ready for her. 1156 01:21:46,865 --> 01:21:50,160 I cry with vexation and disappointment"... 1157 01:21:50,244 --> 01:21:53,413 Lia? Keep reading, I'm gonna run to the restroom. 1158 01:22:06,468 --> 01:22:07,678 You good? 1159 01:22:13,100 --> 01:22:14,810 Of course, the future looked bad though. 1160 01:22:17,563 --> 01:22:18,814 You went into debt. 1161 01:22:20,148 --> 01:22:24,194 My last GI check got deposited into the wrong account. And... 1162 01:22:24,278 --> 01:22:27,406 Stabbed your parents in the heart, over and over and over again. 1163 01:22:29,950 --> 01:22:33,996 Old friends stayed away. New friends would eat your eyes out with a fucking spoon. 1164 01:22:39,418 --> 01:22:40,544 Hey, Black. 1165 01:22:48,844 --> 01:22:51,305 But there was always more heroin to be done. 1166 01:22:51,388 --> 01:22:54,433 And that would usually serve to settle things down for a bit. 1167 01:22:55,184 --> 01:22:57,060 If you could front me, like, another 80, 1168 01:22:57,144 --> 01:22:59,563 I got money from the GI Bill coming in on Friday. 1169 01:23:06,111 --> 01:23:07,529 Flip that grilled cheese for me. 1170 01:23:07,613 --> 01:23:08,947 If you didn't know any better, 1171 01:23:09,031 --> 01:23:12,159 you would've thought that this guy was Biff from Back to the Future, 1172 01:23:12,242 --> 01:23:13,702 but he wasn't. 1173 01:23:13,785 --> 01:23:15,370 He was Pills... 1174 01:23:16,371 --> 01:23:17,873 and he was Coke. 1175 01:23:20,459 --> 01:23:23,045 Hey, man, you want me to put this on a plate? It looks done. 1176 01:23:23,128 --> 01:23:25,464 Shelly, come get your toasted cheese. 1177 01:23:31,136 --> 01:23:32,137 Hey. 1178 01:23:33,722 --> 01:23:35,057 What are you guys doing? 1179 01:23:36,141 --> 01:23:37,684 Making some special candy. 1180 01:23:38,602 --> 01:23:39,686 I like candy. 1181 01:23:40,395 --> 01:23:41,396 Can I try it? 1182 01:23:43,774 --> 01:23:44,900 That depends. 1183 01:23:45,901 --> 01:23:50,155 What do you think, junkie? Should she try some special candy? 1184 01:23:51,323 --> 01:23:54,493 All right, open wide for the choo choo. 1185 01:24:00,165 --> 01:24:03,043 -Choo choo! -And everyone you met was a fucker. 1186 01:24:03,126 --> 01:24:06,004 Stop fucking with me, dude. Are you really not gonna front me that 80? 1187 01:24:06,088 --> 01:24:08,590 I don't know, man, 80 is a lot of money to some people. 1188 01:24:08,674 --> 01:24:10,008 Please, dude, come on. 1189 01:24:11,677 --> 01:24:14,930 Maybe. But you gotta go see a guy in Buckeye for me. 1190 01:24:15,013 --> 01:24:17,307 -Okay. -Pick up something for Black. 1191 01:24:18,183 --> 01:24:19,268 For Black? 1192 01:24:19,351 --> 01:24:20,978 -Yeah. -What am I picking up? 1193 01:24:21,061 --> 01:24:23,146 It's a safe. And don't fucking ask what's in it. 1194 01:24:23,230 --> 01:24:24,439 Why, what's in it? 1195 01:24:25,941 --> 01:24:27,317 You're a cunt-nugget. 1196 01:24:29,611 --> 01:24:32,197 Please, please tell me you scored. 1197 01:24:32,281 --> 01:24:33,949 -What the fuck is this? -What? 1198 01:24:34,533 --> 01:24:36,952 Pills & Coke asked me to watch a safe for him. 1199 01:24:37,035 --> 01:24:38,245 That fucking guy? 1200 01:24:38,912 --> 01:24:40,080 I hate that fucking guy. 1201 01:24:40,163 --> 01:24:43,458 That fucking guy fronted us, so it felt like the right thing to do. 1202 01:24:52,217 --> 01:24:53,427 Are you good? 1203 01:24:59,933 --> 01:25:03,896 I told you that guy was a scumbag. This dope isn't doing shit for me. 1204 01:25:05,939 --> 01:25:10,569 And here you are watching his safe that probably has all the good shit in it. 1205 01:25:14,406 --> 01:25:18,035 So we called James Lightfoot, who used to work for a locksmith. 1206 01:25:27,878 --> 01:25:29,046 I can't hear anything. 1207 01:25:36,637 --> 01:25:37,930 Did it work? 1208 01:25:38,013 --> 01:25:41,433 Oh, yeah. Yeah, it totally fucking worked. Genius. 1209 01:25:47,272 --> 01:25:48,482 Hit it, man. 1210 01:25:48,565 --> 01:25:50,943 -Yeah, hit it. Hit it. -Fuck. 1211 01:25:51,026 --> 01:25:52,319 Get angry, baby. 1212 01:25:53,278 --> 01:25:54,655 It's coming. 1213 01:25:56,865 --> 01:25:57,950 Fuck them. 1214 01:25:58,575 --> 01:25:59,701 What? 1215 01:26:29,982 --> 01:26:31,942 Open the door! 1216 01:26:38,532 --> 01:26:39,825 It's the fucking police. 1217 01:26:42,744 --> 01:26:43,745 It's not the police. 1218 01:26:43,829 --> 01:26:45,622 This is the police! 1219 01:26:46,832 --> 01:26:48,458 It's the fucking police! 1220 01:26:50,002 --> 01:26:51,628 Get rid of all the drugs. Quick! Hurry! 1221 01:26:52,796 --> 01:26:54,089 -Fuck! -They know about the safe! 1222 01:26:54,173 --> 01:26:55,507 I told you they know about the safe. 1223 01:26:55,591 --> 01:26:57,759 I don't know how they fucking know about the safe. 1224 01:26:58,343 --> 01:27:00,053 -Fuck, fuck! -What are you doing? 1225 01:27:00,137 --> 01:27:01,972 -I'm emptying! -That's not gonna fucking work! 1226 01:27:02,055 --> 01:27:03,056 Fuck! Fuck! 1227 01:27:03,140 --> 01:27:04,516 Here. 1228 01:27:08,103 --> 01:27:09,938 -Okay, listen to me. -Okay. 1229 01:27:10,022 --> 01:27:12,774 Put your hands behind your head like this, okay? Stay like that. 1230 01:27:12,858 --> 01:27:13,984 Yeah. 1231 01:27:16,653 --> 01:27:18,864 Let's do this nice and peaceful! 1232 01:27:22,993 --> 01:27:24,703 Son of a bitch. 1233 01:27:25,329 --> 01:27:26,830 What a fucking dumbass. 1234 01:27:26,914 --> 01:27:28,123 Come on, open up. 1235 01:27:34,129 --> 01:27:35,172 Come on in, man. 1236 01:27:35,756 --> 01:27:37,132 Cup check. 1237 01:27:48,060 --> 01:27:49,061 Dude. 1238 01:27:53,732 --> 01:27:55,943 How much fucking shit was even in there? 1239 01:27:59,488 --> 01:28:00,739 Tell me! 1240 01:28:04,034 --> 01:28:05,035 A lot. 1241 01:28:06,161 --> 01:28:07,162 Fuck. 1242 01:28:07,746 --> 01:28:09,790 You said you were the fucking police, dumbass. 1243 01:28:11,208 --> 01:28:13,418 You fucking put this shit on me, you doped-up fuck? 1244 01:28:13,502 --> 01:28:15,295 It wasn't my fault! It wasn't my fault! 1245 01:28:15,879 --> 01:28:19,800 Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop, you're gonna kill him! Stop! 1246 01:28:30,352 --> 01:28:32,604 All right, let me tell you what's gonna happen. 1247 01:28:32,688 --> 01:28:36,984 Black is gonna put on his black mask. 1248 01:28:37,067 --> 01:28:39,152 -What? -His black mask. 1249 01:28:39,236 --> 01:28:41,530 -What black mask? What are you-- -His black mask. His fucking black mask. 1250 01:28:41,613 --> 01:28:43,323 He's gonna put on his motherfucking black mask! 1251 01:28:43,407 --> 01:28:44,825 Stop saying that! I don't know what it means. 1252 01:28:44,908 --> 01:28:46,368 He's gonna put on his black mask! 1253 01:28:46,451 --> 01:28:48,078 I don't know what it means! 1254 01:28:50,455 --> 01:28:51,665 He's gonna kill us all. 1255 01:28:53,458 --> 01:28:54,710 He's gonna kill you. 1256 01:28:54,793 --> 01:28:56,253 -He's gonna kill you. -No. 1257 01:28:56,336 --> 01:28:58,338 He's sure as fuck gonna kill that cunt-nugget! 1258 01:28:59,006 --> 01:29:01,675 And guess what then? He's gonna fucking kill me. 1259 01:29:07,222 --> 01:29:08,223 Unless... 1260 01:29:09,016 --> 01:29:10,809 you can give me 1261 01:29:11,560 --> 01:29:14,521 a giant fucking shitwad of cash. 1262 01:29:15,397 --> 01:29:16,440 Right now. 1263 01:29:18,025 --> 01:29:19,651 We don't have any money. 1264 01:29:21,778 --> 01:29:23,447 We don't even have dog food. 1265 01:29:25,532 --> 01:29:26,658 I have a plan. 1266 01:29:28,744 --> 01:29:29,870 I have a plan. 1267 01:30:48,615 --> 01:30:50,659 Okay, we're square. 1268 01:31:17,102 --> 01:31:18,103 Oh, my God. 1269 01:31:20,522 --> 01:31:21,732 How much did you... 1270 01:31:24,109 --> 01:31:25,152 Oh, my God. 1271 01:31:27,696 --> 01:31:29,239 That's a lot of fucking dope. 1272 01:31:30,240 --> 01:31:32,117 And that was cause for a celebration. 1273 01:32:16,119 --> 01:32:17,246 Sorry. 1274 01:32:24,253 --> 01:32:25,254 Hello? 1275 01:32:25,337 --> 01:32:26,755 Hey. Joe. 1276 01:32:29,383 --> 01:32:31,885 -Joe? -Yeah. Roy's cousin Joe. 1277 01:32:32,427 --> 01:32:34,388 Oh, fuck. Hey, Joe, what's up, man? 1278 01:32:34,471 --> 01:32:37,599 Hey, man, did you rob a bank today? 1279 01:32:43,105 --> 01:32:44,523 I'm going to fucking jail, babe. 1280 01:32:44,606 --> 01:32:48,944 No. No, here. It says the suspect is six foot and has blue eyes. 1281 01:32:49,027 --> 01:32:51,154 -You're okay. -Yeah, but look at the fucking picture. 1282 01:32:51,238 --> 01:32:52,489 Does it look like me? 1283 01:33:00,956 --> 01:33:03,458 Yeah, maybe you shouldn't leave the house for a while. 1284 01:33:04,042 --> 01:33:05,961 The essential problem of being a drug addict 1285 01:33:06,044 --> 01:33:08,672 is that whenever you get flush, you spend it on dope. 1286 01:33:12,926 --> 01:33:16,221 Until the money's gone. And when the dope's gone, you get sick. 1287 01:33:22,186 --> 01:33:24,188 At which point you need to find more money. 1288 01:33:24,271 --> 01:33:26,565 Go rob another fucking bank! 1289 01:33:34,781 --> 01:33:36,033 Are you okay? 1290 01:33:36,575 --> 01:33:37,910 It was just a sneeze. 1291 01:33:39,244 --> 01:33:41,705 Look, I really think you're sick, man. 1292 01:33:41,788 --> 01:33:44,625 No, I'm fine, I just can't stop sneezing. 1293 01:34:05,437 --> 01:34:07,648 I don't imagine that anyone goes in for a robbery 1294 01:34:07,731 --> 01:34:09,650 if they're not in some kind of desperation. 1295 01:34:10,692 --> 01:34:12,861 With robbery it's a matter of pure abasement. 1296 01:34:12,945 --> 01:34:14,071 Thank you. 1297 01:34:14,154 --> 01:34:15,489 And we were abased. 1298 01:34:18,283 --> 01:34:20,869 What's crazy is, is that 80% of the time 1299 01:34:20,953 --> 01:34:23,038 the tellers really don't mind if you're holding up the bank. 1300 01:34:23,622 --> 01:34:25,040 There are exceptions, of course, 1301 01:34:25,123 --> 01:34:27,793 like this one lady on the West Side, looked like Janet Reno. 1302 01:34:27,876 --> 01:34:29,795 That's as high as I go. 1303 01:34:32,381 --> 01:34:33,632 You fucking kidding me? 1304 01:34:38,720 --> 01:34:40,430 You can read, right? 1305 01:34:41,014 --> 01:34:42,975 That's as high as I go. 1306 01:34:43,934 --> 01:34:46,645 But this was a fanatic. Usually it's very civilized. 1307 01:34:46,728 --> 01:34:47,729 Hey, babe. 1308 01:34:47,813 --> 01:34:49,022 You all right? 1309 01:34:49,106 --> 01:34:52,109 -Where were you? -I was at the bank. I couldn't get much. 1310 01:34:52,192 --> 01:34:54,319 Feel like a fucking purse snatcher. 1311 01:34:56,905 --> 01:35:00,117 Yeah, this is the one. All right. 1312 01:35:05,789 --> 01:35:08,792 How is it that you can rob all these fucking goddamn banks, 1313 01:35:08,876 --> 01:35:11,879 and yet somehow, in some fucking way, 1314 01:35:11,962 --> 01:35:14,673 you still owe me a fuck ton of money? 1315 01:35:17,801 --> 01:35:19,261 What the fuck? 1316 01:35:20,179 --> 01:35:22,097 'Cause we shoot a lot of fucking dope, man. 1317 01:35:22,181 --> 01:35:24,016 You need to shoot a lot less, motherfucker, 1318 01:35:24,099 --> 01:35:25,893 'cause when you owe me money, I owe Black money. 1319 01:35:25,976 --> 01:35:28,103 And Black does not like being owed fucking money. 1320 01:35:28,187 --> 01:35:30,814 That's good shit, right? I'll meet you around the corner. 1321 01:35:30,898 --> 01:35:33,483 What the fuck you talkin' about? 1322 01:35:33,567 --> 01:35:35,402 I told you I needed a driver. 1323 01:35:37,196 --> 01:35:38,906 You did not fucking say that. 1324 01:35:38,989 --> 01:35:40,449 -Yeah, I did. I called you this morning. -No, no-- 1325 01:35:40,532 --> 01:35:42,201 I said I needed a driver for the robbery. 1326 01:35:42,284 --> 01:35:45,913 That's not what I fucking heard. I'm not doing the junkie bank robbery. 1327 01:35:45,996 --> 01:35:48,081 But you just said that you owe Black money. 1328 01:35:48,165 --> 01:35:49,625 Yeah! Because you owe me money. 1329 01:35:49,708 --> 01:35:51,418 Do you wanna pay him back or not? 1330 01:35:54,755 --> 01:35:56,423 We gotta discuss terms, dude. 1331 01:35:56,507 --> 01:35:58,926 The fucking terms are simple. I'm gonna go rob the fucking bank, 1332 01:35:59,009 --> 01:36:01,094 you're gonna meet me round the corner so you can pay Black back. 1333 01:36:01,178 --> 01:36:02,429 I don't like those terms. 1334 01:36:02,513 --> 01:36:04,264 -I may or may not be there-- -Those are the terms, man. 1335 01:36:04,348 --> 01:36:06,558 Motherfucking piece of shit. 1336 01:36:06,642 --> 01:36:08,227 Those are the fucking terms! 1337 01:36:14,274 --> 01:36:16,151 Come on, Sheina, I know you can do better than that. 1338 01:36:16,235 --> 01:36:17,486 That's a lot of money. 1339 01:36:18,111 --> 01:36:20,280 That's a 50 banded to some fucking ones. 1340 01:36:20,364 --> 01:36:22,074 I said all the money in your drawer. 1341 01:36:26,411 --> 01:36:29,665 That guy couldn't give a shit about what's happening with you right now. 1342 01:36:29,748 --> 01:36:31,708 I'm not fucking around. 1343 01:36:46,181 --> 01:36:47,641 I'll flash my gun on the way out, 1344 01:36:47,724 --> 01:36:50,352 so he knows you didn't just give the money away. 1345 01:36:50,435 --> 01:36:52,354 That supposed to make you a good guy now? 1346 01:36:58,569 --> 01:37:00,612 Did you fight for this fucking country? 1347 01:37:04,700 --> 01:37:07,160 You know what fucking terms we never discussed? 1348 01:37:07,244 --> 01:37:11,874 The ones where you're in my car with me, and the motherfucking police shoot us! 1349 01:37:12,958 --> 01:37:16,086 We never fucking discussed those terms, you fucking junkie. 1350 01:37:25,012 --> 01:37:27,806 Where were you? It's Wednesday. 1351 01:37:28,432 --> 01:37:30,726 You were supposed to come down to school and meet me by 5:00. 1352 01:37:32,352 --> 01:37:34,813 I'm sorry, baby. I was getting really sick. 1353 01:37:34,897 --> 01:37:37,983 Yeah, well, now I'm sick, and I had to cancel my fucking class 1354 01:37:38,066 --> 01:37:40,360 because I shit my motherfucking pants. 1355 01:37:41,862 --> 01:37:42,863 Fuck. 1356 01:37:44,948 --> 01:37:48,619 I'm trying really hard to do something here. 1357 01:37:48,702 --> 01:37:50,162 I'm not just trying to... 1358 01:37:51,205 --> 01:37:56,335 sit at home on the fucking couch, enjoying my motherfucking high. 1359 01:38:02,216 --> 01:38:04,343 -Fuck! -The fuck is this? 1360 01:38:17,439 --> 01:38:20,692 -Baby, all right, fuck. -I can't fucking... 1361 01:38:22,528 --> 01:38:24,738 I can't fucking do it. 1362 01:38:26,114 --> 01:38:28,534 -It's all right, baby. -Will you please help me? 1363 01:38:28,617 --> 01:38:32,579 Come on, come here. It's all right. I got you. 1364 01:38:36,500 --> 01:38:38,544 It's all right. Here, tie yourself up. 1365 01:38:55,143 --> 01:38:56,228 All right. 1366 01:38:57,312 --> 01:38:58,647 Are you ready? 1367 01:39:23,046 --> 01:39:25,757 I'm right here with you. Would you hurry the fuck up, please? 1368 01:39:25,841 --> 01:39:27,634 You gotta calm down and let us do our job. 1369 01:39:27,718 --> 01:39:29,970 Baby? I'm right here. I'm right by your side. 1370 01:39:30,053 --> 01:39:32,890 I'm not gonna fucking leave you, okay? I got you. Okay? 1371 01:39:34,016 --> 01:39:37,936 Female, 22. Agonal breathing, pinpoint pupils. 1372 01:39:38,020 --> 01:39:39,688 -Please. -Rapid heart rate... 1373 01:39:39,771 --> 01:39:41,857 I just got to be here with my wife. 1374 01:39:41,940 --> 01:39:43,859 Sir, I need you to go to the waiting room. 1375 01:39:43,942 --> 01:39:45,694 Okay, I can go. But could you please just-- 1376 01:39:45,777 --> 01:39:47,571 -Can I stay for five minutes? -No, listen. 1377 01:39:47,654 --> 01:39:49,990 There's nothing you can do in here but get in the way. 1378 01:39:50,073 --> 01:39:51,867 Sir. There's nothing you can do. 1379 01:39:51,950 --> 01:39:53,243 Okay, I'm going. 1380 01:39:53,327 --> 01:39:54,995 -Oh, Jesus. -Ready, go. 1381 01:39:55,078 --> 01:39:57,789 -No response here. -Take over the airway. 1382 01:39:57,873 --> 01:39:59,333 Hooking up the monitor. 1383 01:39:59,416 --> 01:40:02,419 -We're gonna do the best we can. -I don't know what I would do without her. 1384 01:40:02,503 --> 01:40:04,254 Okay? We're gonna do the best we can. 1385 01:40:04,338 --> 01:40:05,589 Emily, I'm outside, baby. 1386 01:40:06,173 --> 01:40:08,091 I need you to calm down and tell me what happened. 1387 01:40:08,675 --> 01:40:10,135 I don't know what happened. 1388 01:40:11,887 --> 01:40:12,930 Help me out here. 1389 01:40:13,013 --> 01:40:15,307 I need you to calm down and tell me what happened. 1390 01:40:16,725 --> 01:40:18,393 We were home and we fell asleep, 1391 01:40:18,477 --> 01:40:20,521 and then she fucking woke up and she was blue. 1392 01:40:20,604 --> 01:40:22,314 -How long was she unconscious? -I don't know. 1393 01:40:22,397 --> 01:40:23,565 What did she take? 1394 01:40:24,650 --> 01:40:26,151 -I don't know. -What did she take? 1395 01:40:26,235 --> 01:40:28,654 I don't know, ma'am. I don't fucking know. 1396 01:40:28,737 --> 01:40:31,448 Listen, help us help her. I need to know what she took. 1397 01:40:31,532 --> 01:40:33,992 Can you please just tell me if she's breathing or not? 1398 01:40:34,493 --> 01:40:35,994 Please, I'm a medic, ma'am. 1399 01:40:36,078 --> 01:40:39,414 We're trying the best that we can, okay? I need you to tell me what she took. 1400 01:40:39,498 --> 01:40:42,251 Paging Dr. Staman. Dr. Staman, please. 1401 01:40:42,835 --> 01:40:44,211 She took heroin. 1402 01:40:50,259 --> 01:40:51,885 I love you. 1403 01:40:55,013 --> 01:40:56,890 I know you've got problems. 1404 01:41:00,769 --> 01:41:02,604 I know you're broken. 1405 01:41:05,482 --> 01:41:07,776 But please don't break my daughter. 1406 01:41:13,031 --> 01:41:14,408 If you love her... 1407 01:41:17,244 --> 01:41:19,162 then you'll be a man and walk away. 1408 01:41:24,918 --> 01:41:27,713 You get up and walk away. 1409 01:41:32,342 --> 01:41:33,886 Or I'll fuck you up. 1410 01:42:27,022 --> 01:42:28,941 Fuck! Fuck you! 1411 01:42:29,024 --> 01:42:31,068 Fuck! 1412 01:43:44,808 --> 01:43:46,518 -What the fuck are you doing? -Hold on. 1413 01:43:46,602 --> 01:43:48,729 -Hey, is this bus going to Elba? -What the fuck are you doing? 1414 01:43:48,812 --> 01:43:49,897 Hey, get back on the bus, Em. 1415 01:43:49,980 --> 01:43:51,773 -What the fuck are you doing? -Emily, get back on the bus. 1416 01:43:51,857 --> 01:43:53,317 I'm not getting back on that fucking bus! 1417 01:43:53,400 --> 01:43:54,818 -Listen to me, Emily. -What the-- 1418 01:43:56,820 --> 01:43:59,198 Baby, fucking listen to me, all right? 1419 01:43:59,781 --> 01:44:01,533 -Hey, are you all right? -Yeah, I'm all right. 1420 01:44:01,617 --> 01:44:02,743 -Sorry. -Just don't touch her, bro. 1421 01:44:02,826 --> 01:44:04,244 Yes, sir. Understood. 1422 01:44:12,628 --> 01:44:14,379 Emily, you gotta go back to rehab. 1423 01:44:16,381 --> 01:44:17,674 I don't wanna be in rehab. 1424 01:44:20,302 --> 01:44:21,386 I wanna be with you. 1425 01:44:24,264 --> 01:44:25,766 You can't be here with me. 1426 01:44:25,849 --> 01:44:27,684 That's not your decision to make. 1427 01:44:29,353 --> 01:44:31,480 -Yes, it is my decision-- -No, it's not your decision to make. 1428 01:44:31,563 --> 01:44:32,981 -Yes, it is my-- -It's not-- 1429 01:44:33,065 --> 01:44:36,527 -Yes, it is! -It is not your decision to make! 1430 01:44:42,866 --> 01:44:46,370 I waited two years... 1431 01:44:47,412 --> 01:44:50,082 for you to come back from that hellhole. 1432 01:44:50,165 --> 01:44:51,416 Two years. 1433 01:44:53,919 --> 01:44:56,797 And I stayed with you through so much fucked-up shit. 1434 01:45:02,636 --> 01:45:04,721 And I really don't wanna do this alone. 1435 01:45:06,265 --> 01:45:08,100 Please don't make me do this alone. 1436 01:45:10,894 --> 01:45:14,022 I'm so sorry... but I can't. 1437 01:45:14,106 --> 01:45:15,524 I'm not good for you. 1438 01:45:16,608 --> 01:45:18,110 I'm not good for anything. 1439 01:45:22,281 --> 01:45:23,949 I have this noise in my head. 1440 01:45:26,368 --> 01:45:27,744 I can't... 1441 01:45:27,828 --> 01:45:29,663 -Baby, stop. -It's so goddamn loud, 1442 01:45:29,746 --> 01:45:32,040 and I can't make it stop. 1443 01:45:33,250 --> 01:45:34,251 It'll stop. 1444 01:45:35,002 --> 01:45:38,088 One day it'll just-- it'll go quiet. 1445 01:45:46,388 --> 01:45:48,432 Can you please just get back on the bus? 1446 01:45:50,058 --> 01:45:51,059 For me? 1447 01:45:57,524 --> 01:45:59,484 I'm gonna get high with or without you. 1448 01:46:04,239 --> 01:46:05,324 Please don't. 1449 01:46:07,284 --> 01:46:08,535 Please, baby, just... 1450 01:46:13,957 --> 01:46:15,167 I'm gonna get high. 1451 01:47:09,888 --> 01:47:12,933 It's not even that interesting. The bank's not gonna fight you over the cash. 1452 01:47:13,016 --> 01:47:15,894 They don't even care. It's like taking sand from a beach. 1453 01:47:17,980 --> 01:47:20,566 -But it's somebody's money. -No, it's the bank's money. 1454 01:47:21,149 --> 01:47:23,235 Do you need the money or do you not need the money? 1455 01:47:23,318 --> 01:47:24,528 Of course I need the money. 1456 01:47:24,611 --> 01:47:27,364 All right, well, I can get a lot more if we hit all the tellers. 1457 01:47:27,447 --> 01:47:29,241 But to hit all the tellers, I need you. 1458 01:47:30,200 --> 01:47:32,995 But if we're both pulling the robbery, why am I only getting 10%? 1459 01:47:34,955 --> 01:47:37,749 Because I'm the one doing all the talking and carrying the gun. 1460 01:47:37,833 --> 01:47:41,003 All right? If you were carrying the gun and threatening all the innocents, 1461 01:47:41,086 --> 01:47:42,796 it'd be a different story, huh? 1462 01:47:42,880 --> 01:47:44,631 -Then give me the gun. -No, I'm not gonna give you the gun. 1463 01:47:44,715 --> 01:47:46,633 -You just said if I had the gun-- -I don't care what I just said! 1464 01:47:46,717 --> 01:47:48,093 We're gonna do what we originally agreed. 1465 01:47:48,177 --> 01:47:51,597 Jesus. Can you stop being such a flaming fucking pussy, dude? 1466 01:47:57,644 --> 01:47:59,188 Fuck it, let's do it. 1467 01:48:03,734 --> 01:48:05,444 No alarms! I said no alarms! 1468 01:48:05,527 --> 01:48:09,531 Sir, don't you touch that fucking phone! Don't you touch that phone! 1469 01:48:11,617 --> 01:48:14,536 All right, I want everybody to give their money to this man here. 1470 01:48:23,754 --> 01:48:25,839 Don't you touch that fucking phone. 1471 01:48:28,634 --> 01:48:29,635 Fuck! 1472 01:48:31,345 --> 01:48:34,348 Go, go, go! Go, go! 1473 01:48:36,683 --> 01:48:37,809 The fuck, man? 1474 01:48:37,893 --> 01:48:40,437 -The fuck is wrong with you? -Fucking infamous. 1475 01:48:40,521 --> 01:48:43,315 -Man, I'm sorry. -What do we do now? 1476 01:48:43,398 --> 01:48:44,775 I don't fucking know. 1477 01:48:44,858 --> 01:48:46,360 How about we do it again? 1478 01:48:46,443 --> 01:48:48,320 I can drive, and you and Pills do the robbing. 1479 01:48:48,403 --> 01:48:50,948 So now I've gotta rob a bank 'cause you're a fucking pussy? 1480 01:48:51,031 --> 01:48:52,824 I'm just not good at robberies. 1481 01:48:52,908 --> 01:48:55,744 Pills, look, it's three, four times the money. 1482 01:48:57,871 --> 01:48:59,706 Fucking nerves are shot, man. 1483 01:49:01,375 --> 01:49:02,417 Come on, man. 1484 01:49:04,086 --> 01:49:05,712 All right, but I'm having the gun. 1485 01:49:05,796 --> 01:49:08,298 -No, you're not having the gun. -I am! I'm having the fucking gun! 1486 01:49:08,382 --> 01:49:10,133 And you're a junkie motherfucker. 1487 01:49:11,802 --> 01:49:13,011 With PTSD. 1488 01:49:22,521 --> 01:49:24,064 The fuck is going on with you, man? 1489 01:49:24,648 --> 01:49:26,608 -Probably the Klonnie. -What Klonnie? 1490 01:49:27,651 --> 01:49:29,945 -My nerves were shot, man. -You took fucking Klonnie? 1491 01:49:30,028 --> 01:49:31,113 Just some. 1492 01:49:31,780 --> 01:49:33,156 -Are you good for this? -I'm good. 1493 01:49:33,240 --> 01:49:34,783 Are you good for this? 1494 01:49:34,867 --> 01:49:36,869 I'm good, motherfucker. Let's do this. 1495 01:49:36,952 --> 01:49:38,161 Put that fucking down. 1496 01:49:40,372 --> 01:49:42,749 All right, everyone, give your man this money. 1497 01:49:43,876 --> 01:49:45,085 Now! 1498 01:49:45,752 --> 01:49:46,753 Shit. 1499 01:49:48,088 --> 01:49:50,132 What the fuck is wrong with you? Give me the fucking gun. 1500 01:49:50,215 --> 01:49:52,634 -Fuck, man. -Take this, get the fucking cash and go. 1501 01:49:52,718 --> 01:49:54,511 -Ma'am, get off the fucking phone! -Get down. 1502 01:50:06,899 --> 01:50:08,609 -Go, go. -Come on. Come on. 1503 01:50:11,278 --> 01:50:13,697 What happened? Did you shoot somebody? 1504 01:50:14,781 --> 01:50:17,409 -No. -Where's Pills & Coke? 1505 01:50:17,492 --> 01:50:20,245 He fucking bailed, man. He bailed. 1506 01:50:20,329 --> 01:50:22,289 Where you going? What the fuck are you doing? 1507 01:50:22,372 --> 01:50:24,124 Get the fucking-- Fuck. 1508 01:50:24,666 --> 01:50:26,418 Everybody, give me your cash. 1509 01:50:26,502 --> 01:50:29,630 Open the fucking drawer. Get it out now! Hurry up. 1510 01:50:29,713 --> 01:50:30,797 Fuck. 1511 01:50:32,174 --> 01:50:34,968 We can't leave him. He's gonna rat on us in a heartbeat, dude. 1512 01:50:35,052 --> 01:50:36,553 We gotta go back and get him. 1513 01:50:37,429 --> 01:50:38,931 -No. -What do you mean, no, James? 1514 01:50:39,014 --> 01:50:40,557 Turn the fucking car around! 1515 01:50:41,058 --> 01:50:42,059 Fuck. 1516 01:50:54,571 --> 01:50:56,281 Never lock a gunman in with innocent people. 1517 01:50:56,365 --> 01:50:58,867 You're supposed to lock me in between the fucking doors. 1518 01:50:58,951 --> 01:51:01,245 What's the matter with you people? Are you retarded? 1519 01:51:02,329 --> 01:51:06,834 -James, turn this fucking car around! Now! -No. 1520 01:51:07,417 --> 01:51:10,170 Okay. Okay. 1521 01:51:10,254 --> 01:51:12,256 The police are on their way. 1522 01:51:16,093 --> 01:51:18,679 Open the door right now. 1523 01:51:21,265 --> 01:51:23,100 Look, you've put all these people's lives in danger. 1524 01:51:23,183 --> 01:51:25,978 If you don't open that fucking door, your boss is gonna fire you. 1525 01:51:27,938 --> 01:51:29,189 What the fuck was that? 1526 01:51:29,273 --> 01:51:31,316 -I don't like this. -Did you hear that? 1527 01:51:31,400 --> 01:51:33,485 I don't like this, man. I don't like this. 1528 01:51:34,069 --> 01:51:35,320 You see him? 1529 01:51:45,622 --> 01:51:48,375 Is that him? I see him. That's him, that's him. Stop the car. 1530 01:51:50,878 --> 01:51:52,629 Dude, get in the fucking car. Come on. 1531 01:51:53,130 --> 01:51:57,259 The fuck are you doing? Get in the fucking car now! 1532 01:52:00,262 --> 01:52:01,847 Get in the car. 1533 01:52:03,098 --> 01:52:04,099 Fuck. 1534 01:52:04,600 --> 01:52:05,601 Go. 1535 01:52:06,268 --> 01:52:08,145 The fuck is wrong with you, man? 1536 01:52:10,397 --> 01:52:11,732 This is all your fault. 1537 01:52:11,815 --> 01:52:13,525 Should never have fucking brought you. 1538 01:52:21,950 --> 01:52:23,535 Oh, shit. 1539 01:52:25,120 --> 01:52:26,496 Oh, fuck. 1540 01:52:26,580 --> 01:52:28,540 -He's been shot, man. -What the fuck? 1541 01:52:28,624 --> 01:52:31,376 -He's been fucking shot. -You said nobody fucking got shot. 1542 01:52:31,460 --> 01:52:33,504 Put some pressure on the wound, all right? 1543 01:52:33,587 --> 01:52:36,006 Here. Let me feel your back. Let me see. 1544 01:52:36,089 --> 01:52:38,008 Let me see. Hang on. I know. I know it hurts. 1545 01:52:38,091 --> 01:52:40,177 You know how to take care of him, right? 1546 01:52:41,094 --> 01:52:42,387 Fuck, there's not an exit wound. 1547 01:52:42,471 --> 01:52:45,140 -We gotta get him to a hospital. -We can't go to the hospital. 1548 01:52:45,224 --> 01:52:48,602 James, if we don't take him to the fucking hospital, he's gonna die! 1549 01:52:48,685 --> 01:52:50,521 We can't go right now, man! You're not listening to me! 1550 01:52:50,604 --> 01:52:51,855 They'll fucking arrest us! 1551 01:52:51,939 --> 01:52:54,983 We just robbed a fucking bank, are you fucking crazy? 1552 01:52:55,067 --> 01:52:57,778 They've seen you plenty of fucking times! 1553 01:52:57,861 --> 01:53:00,489 So you need to think fucking straight about this! 1554 01:53:00,572 --> 01:53:02,699 What do we do? What do we do? 1555 01:53:03,242 --> 01:53:05,744 Please just take me to the hospital, man. 1556 01:53:07,621 --> 01:53:09,665 -Take me to the hospital. -I'm sorry. 1557 01:53:09,748 --> 01:53:10,749 I'm sorry, man. 1558 01:53:13,168 --> 01:53:14,169 Guys... 1559 01:53:14,253 --> 01:53:17,381 We can't. You know we can't. You know we can't, right? 1560 01:53:17,464 --> 01:53:19,341 -Right? -Guys... 1561 01:53:19,424 --> 01:53:20,509 What can we do? 1562 01:53:20,592 --> 01:53:22,261 What can we do? 1563 01:53:22,344 --> 01:53:23,637 Please, man. 1564 01:53:27,724 --> 01:53:28,934 I'm sorry. 1565 01:53:29,601 --> 01:53:31,395 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 1566 01:53:38,443 --> 01:53:40,070 Just fucking drive, man. 1567 01:53:40,153 --> 01:53:41,864 Okay. Okay. 1568 01:53:41,947 --> 01:53:43,323 Just get us outta here. 1569 01:53:48,829 --> 01:53:50,581 This is so fucked up. 1570 01:53:56,211 --> 01:53:58,255 We never did find out how he got shot. 1571 01:54:00,799 --> 01:54:02,342 But it didn't matter. 1572 01:54:39,004 --> 01:54:40,172 Come on. 1573 01:54:41,215 --> 01:54:42,216 Come on. 1574 01:55:58,125 --> 01:55:59,501 What is he doing here? 1575 01:56:01,628 --> 01:56:03,297 -Go inside. -What does he want? 1576 01:56:03,380 --> 01:56:04,673 Just go inside, baby. 1577 01:56:13,432 --> 01:56:15,726 If you're gonna shoot me, can we go somewhere else? 1578 01:56:18,478 --> 01:56:19,563 You know... 1579 01:56:21,857 --> 01:56:23,025 for the neighbors. 1580 01:56:24,943 --> 01:56:26,778 I'm not gonna shoot you. 1581 01:56:30,741 --> 01:56:32,951 I won't get my money back... 1582 01:56:34,494 --> 01:56:35,787 if I shoot you. 1583 01:56:42,085 --> 01:56:43,545 I can't do this anymore. 1584 01:56:43,629 --> 01:56:46,048 -Sure you can. -I can't. 1585 01:56:48,342 --> 01:56:49,426 You can. 1586 01:56:51,929 --> 01:56:55,349 For your girl... you can. 1587 01:57:04,816 --> 01:57:06,610 I just gotta get right first. 1588 01:57:41,436 --> 01:57:42,604 Hey, guess what. 1589 01:57:52,739 --> 01:57:56,368 Black is gonna drive for me so I can pay him back. 1590 01:58:00,122 --> 01:58:01,498 Did he front you? 1591 01:58:07,629 --> 01:58:08,630 Yeah. 1592 01:58:14,178 --> 01:58:16,096 Can you make me a shot? 1593 01:58:19,057 --> 01:58:20,392 I'm just... 1594 01:58:23,228 --> 01:58:24,688 just really tired. 1595 01:58:26,481 --> 01:58:27,649 I know, baby. 1596 01:58:29,943 --> 01:58:32,404 -I want it to be quiet. -I know. 1597 01:58:36,325 --> 01:58:38,702 Can you give me another shot? 1598 01:58:45,792 --> 01:58:47,753 Yeah, baby, when I'm back. 1599 01:58:53,467 --> 01:58:55,385 When I get back, baby. 1600 01:59:01,642 --> 01:59:02,809 I love you. 1601 01:59:06,647 --> 01:59:07,981 I love you too. 1602 01:59:40,472 --> 01:59:42,140 You know where you're going, right? 1603 01:59:42,224 --> 01:59:43,892 Make the first three lefts, can't go wrong. 1604 01:59:43,976 --> 01:59:45,602 I'm not gonna be long, two, three minutes, tops. 1605 01:59:45,686 --> 01:59:47,980 And don't be late. I'll meet you in the parking lot. 1606 01:59:54,528 --> 01:59:58,532 Give me my fucking money, Vanessa! Hurry the fuck up! 1607 01:59:58,615 --> 02:00:00,284 Slide it over! Now! 1608 02:00:22,848 --> 02:00:25,058 Vanessa, I need you to do me a favor. 1609 02:00:26,727 --> 02:00:27,895 What's that? 1610 02:00:29,313 --> 02:00:31,064 I need you to hit that alarm for me. 1611 02:00:35,611 --> 02:00:37,446 It's all right. I'm not gonna hurt you. 1612 02:00:51,293 --> 02:00:52,336 Thank you. 1613 02:01:33,752 --> 02:01:34,837 Here's your-- 1614 02:09:47,704 --> 02:09:51,375 Therefore, it is our vote to grant parole. Effective immediately. 1615 02:09:53,168 --> 02:09:56,338 Thank you, ladies and gentlemen. My client is most appreciative. 1616 02:09:58,173 --> 02:09:59,299 Thank you. 1617 02:10:00,551 --> 02:10:01,760 Thank you so much. 1618 02:10:41,675 --> 02:10:42,926 Good luck.