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We are having a baby.
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Morning, Shaun.
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Were you
watching me sleep?
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- Yes.
- Hmm.
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We are having a baby.
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Mm.
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And that baby
is making me feel
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like... I ate
three-month-old sushi.
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(SIGHS)
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Good morning, berry.
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Why are you making Mommy
feel this way?
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Are... we naming it Berry?
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For now, because
he's the size of a blueberry.
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I can just picture
your face
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on a little
blueberry-sized baby.
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At
Week seven,
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the fetus has developed
webbed hands and feet,
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and you have started
to form a mucus plug.
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Ooh, your breath
is killing me, Shaun.
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I brushed my teeth
twice
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because I thought
we might have sex.
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The mint from the...
The toothpaste is, um...
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It's... Mm-mm.
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(SNIFFS)
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[♪♪♪♪]
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Stop smirking like
you're picturing me naked.
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Don't have to picture it.
Saw it already.
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You're running a little late.
Did I keep you up too long last night?
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Don't flatter yourself.
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I'm not late,
and it wasn't that long.
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What are you doing?
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Shielding us
from the rain.
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What do you think this is,
The Notebook?
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It's raining,
and I shared my umbrella.
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Having sex
doesn't make us a thing.
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We need to make
clear boundaries.
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I don't need romantic
gestures from you.
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I shared my umbrella.
I didn't propose.
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But I hear your message
loud and clear.
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You hate me,
I hate you.
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See you tonight?
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(DOORBELL RINGS)
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Can I help you?
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Hello, Claire.
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My name's Miles Browne.
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I'm...
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Your father.
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What are you
doing here?
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I've owed you a lot of answers
for a long time, and...
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Go home.
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Um, whoa.
I just, uh...
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Well... Well, I wish
I... I was a... A better...
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Um, uh...
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I don't want you to...
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(STAMMERS)
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Can you lift your arms?
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Uh...
Keep them up.
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Okay. Repeat after me.
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"Don't cry
over spilled milk."
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D-Don't...
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F-fry...
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(BREATHING SHAKILY)
Oh.
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We need to get you to the hospital.
I think you're having a stroke.
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Theme music playing...
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*THE GOOD DOCTOR*
Season 04 Episode 13
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Episode Title: "Spilled Milk"
Aired on: March 29, 2021
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Sync corrections by srjanapala
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The quickstep
is my nemesis.
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I lost my footing and landed
on a 90-year-old judge
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with very sharp elbows.
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And he insisted I come in
even though I'm fine.
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Just a little sore.
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Yeah, but Maya's
"a little sore"
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is a normal person's
excruciating.
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Take the compliment, babe.
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You're shivering.
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The abdomen is tense
and distended.
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She's hypotensive.
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We need to do
an ultrasound
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to check for
acute abdominal injury.
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I'm fine.
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When did you start
feeling lightheaded?
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About an hour ago.
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There is significant pressure
in the abdominal contents.
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What does that mean?
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She has
a retroperitoneal bleed.
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We need to get you
into surgery right away.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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Hi, Mr. Browne.
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I'm Dr. Allen.
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This is Dr. Park.
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How are you feeling?
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Much better.
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I see where Claire
gets her good looks.
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BP looks good.
124 over 83.
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Have you had
these symptoms before?
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Happens sometimes
when I get migraines.
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Migraines come
when I'm stressed.
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Don't cry
over spilled milk.
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Look, I don't want to take up
too much of your time,
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but is it possible we can
go somewhere quiet and talk?
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Maybe we could grab
a coffee or dessert.
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You know, you used to love
rocky road ice cream.
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Is that still
your favorite flavor?
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You just had a major
neurological event.
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We need to run some CT scans
to identify the cause.
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DR. ANDREWS: Found
the bleeder. Clamp.
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Need to open up the
retroperitoneal space and pack.
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BP's still dropping.
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She's not clotting.
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She have any history of
hemophilia or bleeding disorder?
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No. Push FFP,
TXA and fibrinogen.
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Pack more lap pads
and evacuate the hematoma.
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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
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(RAPID BEEPING)
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ENRIQUE: Pressure's rising.
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(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
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This young lady almost died
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from a collision
with an elbow.
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There must be something else
going on here.
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Find out what it is.
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We'll start by scanning
your abdomen.
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I'll help you up
on the bed.
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MILES: You were right.
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(OVER INTERCOM)
It wasn't a migraine.
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I have terminal cancer.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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His oncologist
started him on chemo.
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It shrunk the tumor,
but Miles didn't finish it.
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The location
of the metastases
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still likely leaves it
inoperable.
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JORDAN: I don't know.
If we use transcatheter
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hepatic artery
chemoembolization,
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we might be able to attack
the tumor and spare his liver.
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Claire?
What do you think?
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It's the patient's
decision.
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You should
take it to him.
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Let him decide.
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(DOOR OPENS)
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You have abnormally
large platelets.
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It's a rare condition called
Bernard-Soulier syndrome,
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which makes it very difficult
for your blood to clot.
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It's why you almost bled out
during surgery.
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LEO: Is it treatable?
Will she be okay?
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There's no cure,
but it is manageable.
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Keep an eye out
for pain or bruising
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or any other symptoms
that don't go away.
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That can be a sign
of a larger problem.
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It's just
a pulled muscle.
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You don't know that.
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My left leg has been
bothering me for a few weeks.
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LEO: Months.
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I'm not overreacting.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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We'll need to run CTs
of your hip and femur
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to rule out osteoarthritis
or an occult fracture.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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How does that feel?
Weird.
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Oh.
Better?
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Sure.
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Why do I need this?
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Back pain is a common
symptom of pregnancy.
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It's preventative.
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You should take these twice
a day with food or milk,
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preferably food.
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I already have
prenatal vitamins.
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You have the chewable
gummy kind.
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Tablets are better
for the fetus.
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Will you please stop
calling it a fetus?
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It is a fetus.
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It's our baby.
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I don't need you
to do any of this, Shaun.
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What do you
need me to do?
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Just be the dad,
not the doctor.
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Do you think
I'm gonna drink this?
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What's in it?
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Urine? Saliva?
Tropical fish?
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Coffee.
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Dr. Park, need to talk to you
about our implant patient.
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Let's do an additional
split-thickness skin graft.
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That's a pretty long and
complicated procedure. - Mm-hmm.
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If you're gonna scrub in,
you'll probably
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need the caffeine
more than I do.
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I hear you've been keeping
some pretty late nights.
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Too much caffeine before
surgery leads to unsteady hands.
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I can assure you,
I'm well-rested.
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I don't need the coffee.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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Your father
refused surgery.
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His slurred speech
was a side effect of chemo.
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Treatment
almost took him out.
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He doesn't want
to try again.
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Thanks for
letting me know.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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I know a lot of girls
who didn't have their fathers,
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but yours did something
theirs didn't.
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He came back.
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(CHUCKLES) He came back
to absolve himself of guilt.
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It's a gift
I'm not giving him.
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That's his burden to carry.
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Forgiveness isn't for
the one you're forgiving.
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It's for you.
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(CELL PHONE BEEPS)
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(GASPS) It's Miles.
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His liver's bleeding.
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Go.
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[♪♪♪♪]
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(MACHINE WHIRRING)
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They seem like
a very nice couple.
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Very... Connected.
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I wish I knew
how to be like that.
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They're not a couple.
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Leo's gay.
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Can gay people really
detect other gay people?
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00:10:02,566 --> 00:10:05,523
You can if you check out
their Instagram.
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Dr. Murphy...
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I don't think
she has arthritis,
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but I don't know
what this is.
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Her disorder caused blood-filled
pseudotumors in her leg.
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The blood
ate away her bone.
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JORDAN: Your liver
was bleeding
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because your tumor
exceeded its blood supply.
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It puts you at risk
for serious complications,
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even a fatal one.
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Please reconsider
the surgery.
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I'm not afraid
of dying.
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Where's my daughter?
Why isn't she here telling me any of this?
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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[♪♪♪♪]
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I think it's time
for me to go home.
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What about
3-D-printed scaffolding?
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We could re-create the shape
of the bone, graft new stem cells,
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and allograft onto it
to generate new growth.
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Her underlying disorder
would eat away the new bone.
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Everything I do upsets Lea
and makes her mad at me.
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Oh. That's what I'm
doing here, I'm guessing?
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- Mm-hmm.
- Yes.
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You're both here because
I have two questions.
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When I tell my patient
her femur bone is destroyed,
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she is going to ask
if I can save her leg,
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and I don't have
an answer to that.
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Lea and I are in love.
We're going to have a baby.
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We should feel
very happy right now,
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but I feel like I'm living
with a stranger
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who doesn't want me
to breathe on them.
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We could do
an expandable
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osseointegrated
limb replacement.
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- Too risky.
- Too many surgeries, yeah.
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Well, you're gonna
have a kid, Shaun.
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You... You can't expect
everything to be the same.
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Lea's going through
a whole lot of changes.
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You both are.
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N-No, I'm the same.
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Well, maybe that's
the problem, Shaun.
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You're in a relationship
with three people now.
256
00:12:03,195 --> 00:12:05,203
You're gonna have to
make some adjustments.
257
00:12:05,334 --> 00:12:06,634
Both of you.
258
00:12:10,972 --> 00:12:12,234
Okay.
259
00:12:13,210 --> 00:12:15,323
We could use
high-density polyethylene
260
00:12:15,407 --> 00:12:18,148
on the distal femoral segment
to anchor it to the tendons.
261
00:12:18,545 --> 00:12:20,059
I don't like adjusting.
262
00:12:20,144 --> 00:12:21,845
[♪♪♪♪]
263
00:12:26,218 --> 00:12:28,170
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
264
00:12:29,019 --> 00:12:30,987
You wanted to see me?
265
00:12:33,459 --> 00:12:36,499
If we discharge him,
he's going to die.
266
00:12:39,175 --> 00:12:44,330
I don't expect you would feel
anything but contempt for Miles.
267
00:12:44,469 --> 00:12:48,132
He was supposed to take
care of you, and he didn't.
268
00:12:48,762 --> 00:12:52,415
And now I'm asking you to do
for him what he never did for you.
269
00:12:52,514 --> 00:12:54,031
No, he did
take care of me.
270
00:12:54,273 --> 00:12:55,573
He just quit.
271
00:12:57,315 --> 00:12:59,523
He used to pick me up
every day after school.
272
00:13:03,326 --> 00:13:07,070
And then, one day,
he just... stopped showing up.
273
00:13:09,173 --> 00:13:12,226
And for years after,
I would come home,
274
00:13:12,311 --> 00:13:16,081
I'd make sure the curtains
were open, and I'd wait.
275
00:13:17,337 --> 00:13:19,179
If a car slowed down
in front of the house,
276
00:13:19,264 --> 00:13:22,149
I'd imagine it was him coming
to grab me up and rescue me,
277
00:13:22,411 --> 00:13:24,952
and I thought if I wanted
it enough, he'd come back.
278
00:13:25,037 --> 00:13:28,515
So I just... I just had to
want it more, you know?
279
00:13:31,718 --> 00:13:34,720
And finally, I gave up. I
stopped looking out the window.
280
00:13:38,899 --> 00:13:42,043
I grieved and buried my father
a long time ago, and I'm just...
281
00:13:42,128 --> 00:13:45,601
I'm not interested
in getting to know him
282
00:13:45,686 --> 00:13:48,077
just to grieve him
all over again.
283
00:13:52,190 --> 00:13:56,053
But he's still your father,
and you're still you.
284
00:13:59,072 --> 00:14:01,890
Some day you'll hate yourself
if you turn your back on him.
285
00:14:02,319 --> 00:14:04,954
[♪♪♪♪]
286
00:14:07,352 --> 00:14:09,671
We would secure
the titanium prosthetic
287
00:14:09,787 --> 00:14:11,142
to the hip socket and tibia
288
00:14:11,227 --> 00:14:14,108
using cement augmentation
for stability and support.
289
00:14:14,193 --> 00:14:16,955
You would have full
flexibility and range of motion,
290
00:14:17,040 --> 00:14:20,697
and with physical therapy,
you should be able to dance again.
291
00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,799
If you survive the surgery.
292
00:14:23,826 --> 00:14:26,142
I could die?
Yes.
293
00:14:26,287 --> 00:14:29,290
There is a 10% to 15%
chance, approximately.
294
00:14:29,375 --> 00:14:32,294
Femur replacement is
a very complicated procedure,
295
00:14:32,470 --> 00:14:34,962
made even riskier by
your underlying condition.
296
00:14:35,119 --> 00:14:37,667
The safest route
is to amputate.
297
00:14:37,752 --> 00:14:41,064
Very little chance of major
complication during surgery,
298
00:14:41,149 --> 00:14:44,103
and there have been great
advancements in prosthetics.
299
00:14:44,296 --> 00:14:46,510
My dance career
would be over.
300
00:14:47,603 --> 00:14:50,783
Most likely, but you would
still have your life.
301
00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:53,541
My life is dance.
302
00:14:54,544 --> 00:14:55,728
I...
303
00:14:56,079 --> 00:14:58,050
Do whatever it takes
to save the leg.
304
00:14:58,135 --> 00:14:59,688
Oh, My.
305
00:15:00,064 --> 00:15:02,024
It's too big a risk.
306
00:15:02,115 --> 00:15:04,083
You know
what this means to me.
307
00:15:04,747 --> 00:15:06,049
Hey.
308
00:15:07,149 --> 00:15:10,557
But if there's a chance
I could die tomorrow,
309
00:15:11,528 --> 00:15:13,885
there's something
I have to do first.
310
00:15:14,053 --> 00:15:16,004
♪♪ Maybe I played
My cards wrong
311
00:15:16,088 --> 00:15:19,107
♪♪ Oh, just a little bit wrong
312
00:15:19,191 --> 00:15:23,545
♪♪ Oh, baby, I-I-I
313
00:15:23,629 --> 00:15:25,424
♪♪ Apologize for it
314
00:15:25,509 --> 00:15:27,727
♪♪ I could fall, or I could fly
315
00:15:27,823 --> 00:15:30,642
♪♪ Here in your aeroplane
316
00:15:30,727 --> 00:15:32,110
♪♪ And I could live
317
00:15:32,195 --> 00:15:36,115
♪♪ I could die hanging
On the words you say
318
00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:38,036
♪♪ And I've been known
To give my all
319
00:15:38,180 --> 00:15:39,584
♪♪ Sitting back
320
00:15:39,747 --> 00:15:45,469
♪♪ Looking at every mess
That I've made
321
00:15:45,985 --> 00:15:49,455
♪♪ So don't call me baby
322
00:15:51,157 --> 00:15:54,143
♪♪ Unless you mean it...
323
00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:59,332
It is very hard to believe
these two are not having sex.
324
00:16:01,877 --> 00:16:04,914
♪♪ If you don't believe it
325
00:16:05,962 --> 00:16:08,581
♪♪ Let me know the truth
326
00:16:08,775 --> 00:16:14,096
♪♪ Before I dive
Right into you
327
00:16:14,180 --> 00:16:19,401
♪♪ Before I dive
Right into you
328
00:16:19,485 --> 00:16:24,808
♪♪ Before I dive
Right into you ♪♪
329
00:16:34,700 --> 00:16:37,469
[♪♪♪♪]
330
00:16:39,844 --> 00:16:41,785
DR. REZNICK: You should
come over tonight.
331
00:16:42,487 --> 00:16:45,527
Unless you need to rest up
for your Franken-penis surgery.
332
00:16:45,676 --> 00:16:49,215
You embarrassed me
in front of a superior.
333
00:16:51,785 --> 00:16:53,359
Did you get fired?
334
00:16:53,452 --> 00:16:55,636
Did you get pulled
off the surgery?
335
00:16:56,070 --> 00:16:58,636
I was just getting you back
for giving me that rancid coffee.
336
00:16:58,721 --> 00:17:00,438
It was coffee.
337
00:17:00,523 --> 00:17:03,284
Plain coffee with one
cream and one sugar,
338
00:17:03,369 --> 00:17:04,838
the exact coffee
I've seen you have
339
00:17:04,923 --> 00:17:06,774
every day
for the last three years.
340
00:17:06,859 --> 00:17:08,544
I was being nice.
341
00:17:08,629 --> 00:17:11,413
Same reason I put an
umbrella over your gigantic head.
342
00:17:11,498 --> 00:17:13,478
I was being
a decent human being.
343
00:17:14,506 --> 00:17:16,478
When did we start
doing that?
344
00:17:16,667 --> 00:17:19,603
How was I supposed to know
you didn't dose my coffee?
345
00:17:20,090 --> 00:17:22,764
Because I'm not an emotionally
stunted person. You are.
346
00:17:22,849 --> 00:17:25,367
Anything that resembles
intimacy freaks you out,
347
00:17:25,451 --> 00:17:28,086
and you start throwing
blows... Low ones.
348
00:17:30,226 --> 00:17:33,767
And if hooking up causes you
to cross boundaries like that,
349
00:17:33,852 --> 00:17:36,003
it's better to go back
to the way things were.
350
00:17:36,210 --> 00:17:38,879
Barely friends, no benefits.
351
00:17:39,832 --> 00:17:42,534
[♪♪♪♪]
352
00:17:47,146 --> 00:17:49,381
(MONITOR BEEPING)
353
00:17:53,107 --> 00:17:54,441
You're in love with him.
354
00:17:55,690 --> 00:17:57,024
Aren't you?
355
00:17:58,513 --> 00:18:00,471
Is that why you're
having the surgery?
356
00:18:01,596 --> 00:18:05,697
You're afraid that if you
lose dance, you lose him?
357
00:18:08,159 --> 00:18:12,252
You are risking your life
to save something that...
358
00:18:13,472 --> 00:18:14,869
Isn't real.
359
00:18:15,279 --> 00:18:18,072
Leo and I
share a life together.
360
00:18:18,642 --> 00:18:20,814
We're partners in every
sense of the word...
361
00:18:21,697 --> 00:18:22,997
Except one.
362
00:18:26,999 --> 00:18:32,986
My best friend growing up
was a girl named Rachel.
363
00:18:35,310 --> 00:18:37,261
She and I lived in
a very religious community,
364
00:18:37,346 --> 00:18:39,965
so it was kind of assumed
we'd get married.
365
00:18:40,050 --> 00:18:42,556
Which was fine with me,
because Rachel was...
366
00:18:44,767 --> 00:18:46,084
Beautiful...
367
00:18:46,199 --> 00:18:49,299
And smart and funny.
368
00:18:51,403 --> 00:18:52,814
And I loved her.
369
00:18:53,830 --> 00:18:56,533
But then I fell in love
with the boy down the street.
370
00:18:57,523 --> 00:19:00,002
He never knew. Nothing
ever happened between us.
371
00:19:01,813 --> 00:19:03,463
But it's like
all of a sudden,
372
00:19:04,650 --> 00:19:06,117
the world...
373
00:19:07,987 --> 00:19:10,072
Lit up.
374
00:19:10,156 --> 00:19:13,668
And I realized
Rachel and I wasn't enough.
375
00:19:15,394 --> 00:19:19,762
I had been lying to myself
and to her.
376
00:19:20,686 --> 00:19:25,683
She deserved to be loved
and wanted in a way that...
377
00:19:28,208 --> 00:19:30,168
Lit up someone's world.
378
00:19:32,502 --> 00:19:35,262
And she spent years
loving someone
379
00:19:35,381 --> 00:19:37,048
who could never
give her that.
380
00:19:39,942 --> 00:19:41,977
You need to tell Leo
how you feel.
381
00:19:44,556 --> 00:19:46,525
[♪♪♪♪]
382
00:19:49,027 --> 00:19:52,091
We share our secrets,
our pain.
383
00:19:53,499 --> 00:19:55,667
He listens to me
when I've had a bad day.
384
00:19:56,781 --> 00:19:58,812
He holds me
when I'm scared.
385
00:19:59,505 --> 00:20:01,473
[♪♪♪♪]
386
00:20:04,876 --> 00:20:07,265
I don't want anything
to change between us.
387
00:20:13,852 --> 00:20:16,570
James arthur's falling
like the stars playing...
388
00:20:16,655 --> 00:20:18,866
♪♪ I swear to God
When I come home
389
00:20:20,749 --> 00:20:23,195
♪♪ I'm gonna hold you so close
390
00:20:25,151 --> 00:20:27,069
♪♪ I swear to God
When I come home
391
00:20:27,176 --> 00:20:29,260
♪♪ I'll never let go...
392
00:20:29,476 --> 00:20:31,437
Would you like me
to spin you?
393
00:20:32,385 --> 00:20:33,569
Okay.
394
00:20:33,739 --> 00:20:35,623
♪♪ Like a river, I flow...
395
00:20:35,707 --> 00:20:37,421
Okay.
396
00:20:37,772 --> 00:20:40,241
♪♪ To the ocean I know...
397
00:20:42,268 --> 00:20:43,624
Ow.
398
00:20:43,900 --> 00:20:46,235
♪♪ Guiding me home...
399
00:20:48,189 --> 00:20:52,640
Okay, the s-swaying is making
me feel really pukey right now.
400
00:20:52,724 --> 00:20:54,726
Can we maybe try this
at another time?
401
00:20:55,970 --> 00:20:57,420
Ooh.
402
00:20:57,629 --> 00:21:00,983
♪♪ We're fallin' like the stars
403
00:21:01,067 --> 00:21:02,350
♪♪ Falling in love ♪♪
404
00:21:02,434 --> 00:21:03,769
(MUSIC STOPS)
405
00:21:17,118 --> 00:21:18,418
I feel...
406
00:21:22,057 --> 00:21:27,924
Disconnected from you
and the baby, which...
407
00:21:29,095 --> 00:21:31,291
Yes, you are very
connected to already,
408
00:21:31,376 --> 00:21:33,228
but I don't
feel anything.
409
00:21:34,292 --> 00:21:36,456
Because it is
not a baby yet.
410
00:21:36,541 --> 00:21:38,269
It is a fetus, and...
411
00:21:39,853 --> 00:21:44,642
it is making my girlfriend
sick and mad at me.
412
00:21:44,744 --> 00:21:46,778
And I feel very...
413
00:21:49,515 --> 00:21:50,899
Alone.
414
00:21:51,033 --> 00:21:52,984
[♪♪♪♪]
415
00:21:55,954 --> 00:21:57,689
(SIGHS)
416
00:22:02,594 --> 00:22:04,496
You are being so...
417
00:22:05,056 --> 00:22:06,720
Selfish.
418
00:22:08,567 --> 00:22:10,611
I'm growing your baby,
Shaun,
419
00:22:10,696 --> 00:22:12,939
and reading books
and making appointments
420
00:22:13,024 --> 00:22:14,449
and taking vitamins
the size of my face
421
00:22:14,533 --> 00:22:15,924
and working
a full-time job.
422
00:22:16,009 --> 00:22:18,595
And on top of that,
you just dropped on me
423
00:22:18,777 --> 00:22:21,424
that you don't feel
anything for our baby
424
00:22:21,509 --> 00:22:25,916
and expect me to make you
feel love and connected and...
425
00:22:26,074 --> 00:22:27,374
(SIGHS)
426
00:22:28,898 --> 00:22:30,900
Mm. No. You know...
427
00:22:37,404 --> 00:22:38,705
(DOOR SLAMS)
428
00:22:51,235 --> 00:22:52,535
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
429
00:22:54,625 --> 00:22:56,793
Dr. Lim suggested
I come talk to you.
430
00:23:00,728 --> 00:23:03,830
I know you deserve
better than me.
431
00:23:03,915 --> 00:23:06,434
You deserved a father,
and I failed you,
432
00:23:06,519 --> 00:23:07,939
and I can't
make up for that.
433
00:23:09,412 --> 00:23:11,610
Breeze and I were
high school sweethearts.
434
00:23:11,994 --> 00:23:15,346
We thought we were gonna
take over the world together.
435
00:23:15,767 --> 00:23:20,150
We were young
and naive and stupid.
436
00:23:20,965 --> 00:23:23,384
And we got pregnant
before graduation.
437
00:23:23,608 --> 00:23:25,726
I had a scholarship
to Howard,
438
00:23:25,811 --> 00:23:27,529
but it didn't cover
family housing.
439
00:23:27,613 --> 00:23:30,532
So I gave it up, because
I wanted to be there.
440
00:23:30,616 --> 00:23:31,999
And yet, you left the family
you gave it up for.
441
00:23:32,083 --> 00:23:33,079
You should have taken
the scholarship.
442
00:23:33,164 --> 00:23:36,837
We got married,
and we gave it a go for a while.
443
00:23:38,055 --> 00:23:40,571
But I could not handle
Breeze's mental illness.
444
00:23:40,656 --> 00:23:43,275
When we broke up, she
made it hard to see you.
445
00:23:43,360 --> 00:23:45,411
Don't blame her
for what you didn't do.
446
00:23:45,496 --> 00:23:47,248
I am not blaming her.
447
00:23:47,633 --> 00:23:48,650
I was immature.
448
00:23:48,734 --> 00:23:50,101
At least she was there.
449
00:23:50,870 --> 00:23:52,650
At least
she stuck around...
450
00:23:52,969 --> 00:23:55,287
Drunk and sick
and out of her mind.
451
00:23:55,411 --> 00:24:01,333
I... I waited for you, and
I loved you, and you left.
452
00:24:01,549 --> 00:24:03,564
Claire,
I've always loved you.
453
00:24:03,744 --> 00:24:05,728
Nothing
could change that.
454
00:24:06,596 --> 00:24:09,728
I thought about you
every single day.
455
00:24:09,813 --> 00:24:11,296
You know, I don't care.
456
00:24:11,823 --> 00:24:13,675
Thinking about me
wasn't enough.
457
00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,195
It didn't do anything
for me at all.
458
00:24:17,092 --> 00:24:18,593
You...
459
00:24:20,299 --> 00:24:21,833
You could have
fought for me.
460
00:24:23,469 --> 00:24:25,336
You could have come back
before now.
461
00:24:27,339 --> 00:24:28,992
I ran away.
462
00:24:29,351 --> 00:24:32,193
I was a coward.
463
00:24:32,278 --> 00:24:35,847
And I stayed away because I
was running from my own guilt.
464
00:24:37,248 --> 00:24:40,083
[♪♪♪♪]
465
00:24:41,909 --> 00:24:45,003
Whether I'm in your life or
not, you should get the surgery.
466
00:24:46,159 --> 00:24:47,707
Because if you don't...
467
00:24:48,814 --> 00:24:50,616
Then you're still
a coward.
468
00:24:52,298 --> 00:24:54,966
[♪♪♪♪]
469
00:25:03,809 --> 00:25:05,877
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
470
00:25:07,963 --> 00:25:10,394
I feel scared, too.
471
00:25:12,811 --> 00:25:14,746
What are you
scared of?
472
00:25:17,159 --> 00:25:18,683
Everything.
473
00:25:19,282 --> 00:25:21,761
And I don't want
to go through this alone.
474
00:25:22,961 --> 00:25:25,313
I don't want
to go through nine months
475
00:25:25,397 --> 00:25:27,148
knowing you
view this baby
476
00:25:27,232 --> 00:25:30,501
as a medical condition
you don't feel anything for.
477
00:25:32,404 --> 00:25:33,839
I'll resent you.
478
00:25:34,450 --> 00:25:36,585
And that scares me
more than anything.
479
00:25:40,158 --> 00:25:43,480
And I want to help you
feel connected.
480
00:25:48,952 --> 00:25:51,838
Oh, no, sorry. We're
not having sex right now.
481
00:25:52,063 --> 00:25:54,137
I realize
that was misleading.
482
00:25:54,716 --> 00:25:59,053
I want you to put your head
on my belly and talk to Berry.
483
00:26:00,789 --> 00:26:02,857
About what?
484
00:26:03,134 --> 00:26:04,434
Anything.
485
00:26:09,775 --> 00:26:12,243
[♪♪♪♪]
486
00:26:20,069 --> 00:26:21,602
Hello...
487
00:26:22,954 --> 00:26:24,254
Berry.
488
00:26:27,436 --> 00:26:30,188
My patient is a 26-year-old
489
00:26:30,498 --> 00:26:32,282
ballroom dancer
490
00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:34,266
with Bernard-Soulier syndrome.
491
00:26:34,652 --> 00:26:39,203
She presented with
a retroperitoneal bleed
492
00:26:39,323 --> 00:26:41,086
but now needs
493
00:26:41,171 --> 00:26:42,655
a total femur replacement.
494
00:26:42,740 --> 00:26:44,942
It is a very risky surgery.
495
00:26:49,904 --> 00:26:51,635
I am your father,
496
00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:53,855
and I am a surgeon.
497
00:26:59,096 --> 00:27:01,946
Did that make you feel
better to talk to him?
498
00:27:04,915 --> 00:27:06,098
No.
499
00:27:06,250 --> 00:27:09,551
A fetus can't hear any
sounds until 18 weeks,
500
00:27:09,635 --> 00:27:11,553
and we don't know
if it's a him yet
501
00:27:11,637 --> 00:27:13,588
because it doesn't have
fully formed genitals.
502
00:27:13,672 --> 00:27:15,572
I will see you at
your appointment later.
503
00:27:17,849 --> 00:27:19,516
I don't think
you should come.
504
00:27:23,612 --> 00:27:26,683
There's a chance it's too
early to hear a heartbeat,
505
00:27:26,869 --> 00:27:29,300
which will make me
feel sad and scared.
506
00:27:30,389 --> 00:27:33,091
And if I can hear it,
I will feel happy.
507
00:27:34,962 --> 00:27:36,254
And either way,
508
00:27:36,338 --> 00:27:38,338
you will
probably feel nothing.
509
00:27:38,886 --> 00:27:44,129
And... that'll make me feel
more alone than I already do,
510
00:27:44,214 --> 00:27:47,988
so... you should just
not come.
511
00:27:51,877 --> 00:27:53,177
Okay.
512
00:27:54,079 --> 00:27:56,714
[♪♪♪♪]
513
00:28:02,988 --> 00:28:05,139
(MONITOR BEEPING)
514
00:28:05,223 --> 00:28:07,926
[♪♪♪♪]
515
00:28:48,199 --> 00:28:50,201
(MONITOR BEEPING)
516
00:28:51,820 --> 00:28:55,957
Isn't it possible Leo loves
Maya as much as she loves him?
517
00:28:56,309 --> 00:28:59,347
Does it matter that he doesn't
want to have sex with her?
518
00:28:59,558 --> 00:29:01,793
Sex isn't just
about sex.
519
00:29:02,343 --> 00:29:04,929
It's about intimacy
and desire
520
00:29:05,083 --> 00:29:07,835
and a deep mutual
physical connection.
521
00:29:08,035 --> 00:29:11,105
And she thinks
she has that.
522
00:29:13,507 --> 00:29:15,965
That's the last
of the proximal femur.
523
00:29:16,745 --> 00:29:18,332
Let's get
the distal end out.
524
00:29:19,674 --> 00:29:22,804
SHAUN: Maybe Maya and Leo have
such a strong relationship
525
00:29:22,889 --> 00:29:25,996
because it's based entirely
on an emotional connection.
526
00:29:27,739 --> 00:29:29,056
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
527
00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:30,958
ENRIQUE: She's hypotensive.
528
00:29:31,042 --> 00:29:33,207
SHAUN: There are secretions
around her breathing tube,
529
00:29:33,292 --> 00:29:34,699
and her oxygen levels
are dropping.
530
00:29:34,784 --> 00:29:35,965
She's rejecting
the platelets.
531
00:29:36,081 --> 00:29:37,699
DR. ANDREWS:
Stop the transfusion.
532
00:29:37,783 --> 00:29:40,001
Increase her oxygen
and respiratory support.
533
00:29:40,085 --> 00:29:41,941
Start dopamine
and epinephrine.
534
00:29:43,485 --> 00:29:44,568
(RAPID BEEPING)
535
00:29:44,653 --> 00:29:48,008
BP's 87 over 52.
She's stabilizing.
536
00:29:48,093 --> 00:29:49,887
But without
the transfusions,
537
00:29:49,972 --> 00:29:52,801
her risk of bleeding out
goes way up.
538
00:29:53,398 --> 00:29:56,518
Are we going to move
forward or amputate?
539
00:29:56,602 --> 00:29:58,598
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
540
00:29:58,954 --> 00:30:00,454
Her partner's
her proxy, right?
541
00:30:03,008 --> 00:30:04,543
He's got a decision
to make.
542
00:30:11,016 --> 00:30:12,316
My God.
543
00:30:15,479 --> 00:30:16,779
(SNIFFLES)
544
00:30:18,712 --> 00:30:21,397
She trusted me
to protect her wishes.
545
00:30:22,019 --> 00:30:23,520
And she wants to dance.
546
00:30:24,832 --> 00:30:26,763
Y-You should try
to save her leg.
547
00:30:26,848 --> 00:30:29,167
[♪♪♪♪]
548
00:30:33,830 --> 00:30:35,457
Maya's in love with you.
549
00:30:36,975 --> 00:30:38,504
That's why she's having
the surgery.
550
00:30:38,589 --> 00:30:42,395
She thinks if she loses dance,
your relationship will end.
551
00:30:43,370 --> 00:30:45,942
And only you know
if she's right.
552
00:30:47,146 --> 00:30:48,797
If she is...
553
00:30:48,897 --> 00:30:51,905
If losing her leg means losing
the two things she loves most,
554
00:30:51,990 --> 00:30:54,125
then maybe you should
honor her wishes.
555
00:30:55,168 --> 00:30:56,973
But if she's wrong...
556
00:30:57,058 --> 00:31:00,978
If you do love her and will
stay with her no matter what,
557
00:31:01,239 --> 00:31:03,996
then you should do whatever
it takes to save her life.
558
00:31:04,300 --> 00:31:05,782
Of course I love her.
559
00:31:06,943 --> 00:31:08,795
There's no question
that I love her.
560
00:31:09,543 --> 00:31:12,387
(SIGHS) So,
the only question is...
561
00:31:13,472 --> 00:31:14,907
How much?
562
00:31:18,173 --> 00:31:19,190
(DOOR CLOSES)
563
00:31:19,275 --> 00:31:21,137
Miles is stable.
564
00:31:21,907 --> 00:31:28,630
But we found significant polyp
burden not detected on his CT,
565
00:31:28,715 --> 00:31:30,182
and we sent to biopsies.
566
00:31:31,846 --> 00:31:35,762
His cancer was caused by
familial adenomatous polyposis.
567
00:31:36,742 --> 00:31:38,042
That's genetic.
568
00:31:38,955 --> 00:31:40,873
50% chance
of carrying the gene
569
00:31:40,980 --> 00:31:42,831
if you have
an affected parent.
570
00:31:43,048 --> 00:31:44,879
You need to get
a genetic test.
571
00:31:46,377 --> 00:31:47,949
Even if you have the gene,
572
00:31:48,034 --> 00:31:50,186
with regular colonoscopies,
we'll be able to catch it...
573
00:31:50,270 --> 00:31:51,778
Thank you.
574
00:31:56,286 --> 00:31:57,286
(DOOR CLOSES)
575
00:31:57,479 --> 00:31:58,779
(SIGHS)
576
00:32:00,867 --> 00:32:01,918
What's this?
577
00:32:02,126 --> 00:32:03,153
Male, late 20s.
578
00:32:03,238 --> 00:32:05,153
Needs bilateral carpal
tunnel release surgery
579
00:32:05,295 --> 00:32:10,004
that he got playing in the
United States Chess Federation.
580
00:32:11,325 --> 00:32:13,076
You like to play chess
with Kellan.
581
00:32:13,161 --> 00:32:15,246
Your game sucks. Figured
you might learn something.
582
00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:17,408
[♪♪♪♪]
583
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:24,860
This is you
being a decent human.
584
00:32:26,949 --> 00:32:29,821
Maybe sometimes
it's not terrible.
585
00:32:30,588 --> 00:32:33,641
This is delightful.
586
00:32:33,825 --> 00:32:35,609
I can give it
to someone else.
587
00:32:35,927 --> 00:32:37,282
Thanks.
588
00:32:37,633 --> 00:32:40,469
[♪♪♪♪]
589
00:32:45,827 --> 00:32:48,993
Are you glad you went to see
your father before he died?
590
00:32:49,078 --> 00:32:50,330
No.
591
00:32:50,448 --> 00:32:51,676
My father hurt me.
592
00:32:51,761 --> 00:32:54,379
He was a bad man
who did bad things.
593
00:32:54,464 --> 00:32:56,049
I already knew that.
594
00:32:56,281 --> 00:33:00,167
My father hurt me, too...
By leaving me.
595
00:33:00,251 --> 00:33:01,769
(SIGHS)
596
00:33:01,853 --> 00:33:03,750
He didn't even try
to be a good dad.
597
00:33:06,735 --> 00:33:09,407
How can you be sure
he didn't?
598
00:33:10,108 --> 00:33:13,377
Maybe he did try
and he couldn't.
599
00:33:13,724 --> 00:33:15,141
(SCOFFS)
600
00:33:15,226 --> 00:33:18,313
Well, if something is important
to you, you make it happen.
601
00:33:19,545 --> 00:33:20,846
But what if you can't?
602
00:33:22,178 --> 00:33:26,048
What if you're trying
to connect with your child
603
00:33:27,235 --> 00:33:28,969
and it just doesn't work?
604
00:33:33,811 --> 00:33:36,864
It is difficult
to feel something
605
00:33:37,222 --> 00:33:39,490
for someone
you don't know yet.
606
00:33:44,404 --> 00:33:47,106
Do you want to know what kind
of man your father is?
607
00:33:47,598 --> 00:33:49,500
[♪♪♪♪]
608
00:34:00,063 --> 00:34:02,665
Why... Why would you
do this to me?
609
00:34:04,024 --> 00:34:06,644
(VOICE BREAKING) I told
you I was willing to take the risk.
610
00:34:08,455 --> 00:34:09,755
I wasn't.
611
00:34:12,877 --> 00:34:15,529
I love you.
I couldn't risk your life.
612
00:34:15,746 --> 00:34:17,164
I'm so sorry.
613
00:34:17,325 --> 00:34:18,946
But I'm here.
(SNIFFLES)
614
00:34:19,030 --> 00:34:20,815
I'm not going anywhere.
615
00:34:21,070 --> 00:34:22,704
You're not
gonna lose me.
616
00:34:26,238 --> 00:34:28,340
We're gonna
get through this, My.
617
00:34:30,211 --> 00:34:31,612
We'll be okay.
618
00:34:33,717 --> 00:34:35,018
(SOBS)
619
00:34:36,943 --> 00:34:39,067
I sleep all the time
and I'm still tired.
620
00:34:39,152 --> 00:34:40,763
When was your last
bowel movement?
621
00:34:40,848 --> 00:34:42,833
I don't know.
A couple days.
622
00:34:44,548 --> 00:34:46,302
Shaun, what are you
doing here?
623
00:34:47,959 --> 00:34:50,036
SHAUN: Smile.
Uh, what?
624
00:34:50,121 --> 00:34:51,544
There is something
in your teeth.
625
00:34:51,662 --> 00:34:52,962
Shaun.
626
00:34:54,245 --> 00:34:56,138
Do you eat a lot
of black licorice?
627
00:34:56,223 --> 00:34:58,075
Uh, yes.
You should stop.
628
00:34:58,195 --> 00:35:00,446
Eating too much black licorice
can lower potassium,
629
00:35:00,531 --> 00:35:02,549
which causes fatigue
and constipation.
630
00:35:02,634 --> 00:35:04,067
Stop eating it.
631
00:35:04,161 --> 00:35:05,432
That's it?
632
00:35:05,517 --> 00:35:06,724
Yes.
633
00:35:06,809 --> 00:35:08,579
[♪♪♪♪]
634
00:35:12,424 --> 00:35:15,276
Lea doesn't want me
at her OB-GYN appointment.
635
00:35:15,368 --> 00:35:16,527
There's a woman
in the waiting room
636
00:35:16,611 --> 00:35:18,442
with a very
interesting mole.
637
00:35:23,126 --> 00:35:25,111
The year Maddie was born,
638
00:35:25,196 --> 00:35:27,755
I took on
twice as many surgeries.
639
00:35:27,973 --> 00:35:30,372
I... (LAUGHS)
I hid at the hospital.
640
00:35:30,457 --> 00:35:32,966
I was afraid that I was
gonna piss off my wife.
641
00:35:33,171 --> 00:35:34,221
Sound familiar?
642
00:35:34,305 --> 00:35:35,981
Upset my daughter.
643
00:35:36,066 --> 00:35:37,884
I thought you liked
being a dad.
644
00:35:37,969 --> 00:35:39,620
I did. I...
645
00:35:39,705 --> 00:35:42,858
I just didn't think
I was very good at it. I...
646
00:35:43,334 --> 00:35:46,067
It didn't come naturally
to me. Not like...
647
00:35:46,534 --> 00:35:48,368
Not like brain surgery.
648
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:50,621
I missed a lot.
649
00:35:53,058 --> 00:35:56,334
Sometimes I think if I had
been there for the swaddling
650
00:35:56,419 --> 00:35:58,857
and for the changing
of the diapers and...
651
00:36:01,381 --> 00:36:03,383
See her first steps,
you know?
652
00:36:06,471 --> 00:36:08,084
(SIGHS)
653
00:36:08,257 --> 00:36:10,709
Shaun,
do yourself a favor
654
00:36:10,812 --> 00:36:14,715
and be there for as many
moments as you can.
655
00:36:15,702 --> 00:36:18,855
[♪♪♪♪]
656
00:36:19,050 --> 00:36:21,352
(RAIN FALLING)
657
00:36:24,022 --> 00:36:26,324
[♪♪♪♪]
658
00:36:30,165 --> 00:36:32,249
DR. PARK:
Taking the scenic route?
659
00:36:32,381 --> 00:36:35,433
Car needs brakes
and Uber's taking forever.
660
00:36:37,035 --> 00:36:38,569
Chess guy's super cool.
661
00:36:39,346 --> 00:36:42,185
He's gonna teach me Petrov's
Defense while he heals.
662
00:36:46,308 --> 00:36:49,201
I didn't mean to take things
so far in front of Andrews.
663
00:36:49,394 --> 00:36:51,596
I guess I had
a tiny overreaction.
664
00:36:52,802 --> 00:36:56,405
It's okay for us to be nice
to each other... Sometimes.
665
00:36:59,890 --> 00:37:01,190
Headed home?
666
00:37:02,644 --> 00:37:05,365
I wouldn't mind some
company, if you're up for it.
667
00:37:06,793 --> 00:37:08,044
See?
668
00:37:08,394 --> 00:37:09,895
Nice is good.
669
00:37:12,460 --> 00:37:14,012
Sometimes.
670
00:37:14,339 --> 00:37:15,935
I'll see you
at your place.
671
00:37:16,107 --> 00:37:18,108
[♪♪♪♪]
672
00:37:25,650 --> 00:37:27,718
(MONITOR BEEPING)
673
00:37:33,624 --> 00:37:34,959
Where's Leo?
674
00:37:36,464 --> 00:37:37,931
I don't know.
675
00:37:39,472 --> 00:37:41,873
I asked him if this
could be enough.
676
00:37:42,867 --> 00:37:44,467
If I could be...
677
00:37:46,321 --> 00:37:48,039
He loves me.
678
00:37:48,256 --> 00:37:49,823
I knew that.
679
00:37:50,308 --> 00:37:52,834
But not enough.
680
00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:57,878
I suppose
I knew that too.
681
00:37:58,283 --> 00:38:00,170
(SNIFFLES)
682
00:38:00,813 --> 00:38:02,550
As long as he was here,
683
00:38:03,099 --> 00:38:05,685
I would never make room
for anyone else.
684
00:38:07,057 --> 00:38:08,748
So I asked him to go.
685
00:38:08,859 --> 00:38:11,261
[♪♪♪♪]
686
00:38:18,281 --> 00:38:19,715
I'm sorry.
687
00:38:20,138 --> 00:38:21,639
It's okay.
688
00:38:22,330 --> 00:38:24,521
I'm sure there are a ton
of great guys
689
00:38:24,675 --> 00:38:26,193
who'd want to be
with a one-legged,
690
00:38:26,278 --> 00:38:28,513
unemployed former dancer
with chronic nosebleeds.
691
00:38:28,598 --> 00:38:29,899
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
692
00:38:31,334 --> 00:38:32,634
(SNIFFLES)
693
00:38:32,956 --> 00:38:35,358
[♪♪♪♪]
694
00:38:45,330 --> 00:38:47,698
[♪♪♪♪]
695
00:39:00,978 --> 00:39:03,170
I've been mad at you
for so long.
696
00:39:04,849 --> 00:39:06,183
I...
697
00:39:07,159 --> 00:39:09,786
That I couldn't feel
any other emotion.
698
00:39:09,871 --> 00:39:11,171
Just anger.
699
00:39:12,157 --> 00:39:13,724
Angry at you.
700
00:39:14,647 --> 00:39:17,366
Angry at myself
for secretly wishing
701
00:39:17,451 --> 00:39:20,068
you would turn up on
my doorstep my entire life.
702
00:39:21,673 --> 00:39:23,641
(SIGHS) I thought
I'd outgrown it.
703
00:39:30,373 --> 00:39:32,732
But when you went
into surgery today...
704
00:39:35,797 --> 00:39:37,318
I didn't feel anger.
705
00:39:37,448 --> 00:39:38,849
I felt...
706
00:39:41,127 --> 00:39:42,490
Fear.
707
00:39:42,753 --> 00:39:44,555
[♪♪♪♪]
708
00:39:52,197 --> 00:39:53,615
(GRUNTS SOFTLY)
709
00:39:53,701 --> 00:39:56,069
[♪♪♪♪]
710
00:40:08,660 --> 00:40:09,945
(SPEAKS HOARSELY,
INDISTINCTLY)
711
00:40:10,030 --> 00:40:11,664
Get some rest.
712
00:40:16,794 --> 00:40:18,482
When you feel better, you...
713
00:40:20,273 --> 00:40:22,318
You can take me
for rocky road.
714
00:40:24,016 --> 00:40:26,334
That is still my
favorite. (LAUGHS)
715
00:40:26,631 --> 00:40:29,466
[♪♪♪♪]
716
00:40:43,366 --> 00:40:45,267
I love you.
717
00:40:46,490 --> 00:40:48,185
[♪♪♪♪]
718
00:41:09,279 --> 00:41:10,584
Are you ready?
719
00:41:10,875 --> 00:41:12,175
Mm-hmm.
720
00:41:15,346 --> 00:41:16,847
You came.
721
00:41:17,849 --> 00:41:18,899
Hello.
722
00:41:18,984 --> 00:41:21,638
I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.
723
00:41:22,087 --> 00:41:23,387
I'm the dad.
724
00:41:24,173 --> 00:41:26,373
Nice to meet you, Dad.
725
00:41:26,740 --> 00:41:28,779
We just got started.
726
00:41:28,926 --> 00:41:31,701
Where did you go to
medical school? - Shaun.
727
00:41:31,796 --> 00:41:33,272
Her diploma
is not on the wall.
728
00:41:33,357 --> 00:41:34,415
I would like to know.
729
00:41:34,499 --> 00:41:35,935
Just be the dad.
730
00:41:36,241 --> 00:41:38,560
Sit there, be quiet,
do nothing.
731
00:41:41,071 --> 00:41:43,007
(HEARTBEAT)
732
00:41:46,284 --> 00:41:48,268
Is that the...
733
00:41:48,539 --> 00:41:50,224
OBGYN: That's the heartbeat.
734
00:41:50,472 --> 00:41:52,006
Right there.
735
00:41:55,195 --> 00:41:57,430
We're having a baby.
736
00:41:58,090 --> 00:42:00,358
[♪♪♪♪]
737
00:42:05,679 --> 00:42:07,548
We're having a baby.
738
00:42:15,373 --> 00:42:17,138
(LAUGHS)
739
00:42:17,578 --> 00:42:20,213
[♪♪♪♪]
740
00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:23,748
Sync corrections by srjanapala
741
00:42:31,471 --> 00:42:33,763
Closing theme music playing...